The Truth we Kept: A forgotten Love Story

I choked back a sob when I saw the two lines that were glaring at me. “No…no…no…this can't be possible,” I whispered to myself. How could I be pregnant? I had to tell him. But how? How do you tell someone who is moving to another continent that you're carrying their child? (Flashback) “I really don't want you to leave, Nate,” I said, fiddling with the bracelet on my wrist. It was a handmade friendship bracelet made out of shells. I and Nathan had one each that we never took off our wrists. “I don't want to leave either Liv, but I don't have a choice. My family wants me to go with them,” he said, holding my hand in his. “Would you forget about me?” “Never, you're my best friend for life,” he said, planting a kiss on my forehead. The music and sounds of people cheering from outside filtered into the room. I and some of our friends from school were hosting a send-off party for Nate but they seemed to be the ones having fun downstairs. “You know?” I started, bumping his shoulder. “I always thought someone like you would be the one to take my virginity. I can't imagine giving it to any of these assholes,” I laughed. This newfound confidence was courtesy of the spiked punch I had. “You never mentioned that,” Nathaniel said softly, tipping my head so I could look up at him. My cheeks burned bright, “well that's because I didn't know how it would have sounded.” “Oh hey Nathan, I was wondering if you're free today, I'd like you or someone like you to take my virginity,” I said in a high pitched voice. “Do you still want that?” He asked. His voice was thick with emotions, it almost threw me off. “What?” “Someone like me. Do you still want it?” “Yes.” In one swift motion, he pressed his lips down on mine. My hands wrapped around his shoulders as we kissed, I instinctively pressed my body to his, feeling the warmth of his chest on mine. He guided me into his room, barely pulling away from me just enough to lock the door behind us. Nathan grabbed my waist, pulling his lips back to mine as his other hand worked his way up my body. He spun me around, peppering kisses down my body from the nape of my neck to the exposed skin above my dress. Before I registered it, he slowly pulled down the zip of my dress. The cool metal on my skin was a complete contrast to the hot trail his lips left on my back. I heard a growl of approval escape his throat as the dress fell off my body to a pool at my feet. He held my waist with one hand and cupped my breast with the other, slowly twisting my n****e between his fingers. I arched my back unconsciously, moaning at the feeling. He guided me to the bed, and I fell back with a soft thud. Nathaniel towered over me, I could feel the heat of his breath on my skin. “You're so beautiful,” he said, holding my gaze. He had complimented me before but every other compliment paled to that one. I felt his d**k pulse on my stomach as his erection threatened to break free from beneath his pants. In no time at all, I loosened his belt and pulled his d**k out like my friends at school told me they did to their partners. “Wow,” I said, running my hand down the length of it and tracing the vein with the pad of my finger. It was my first time seeing a d**k and he certainly did not disappoint. My panties were soaked with wetness and I just wanted him in me, on me, whatever. “You like?” He asked with a flushed face. I nodded. Nathaniel kissed my earlobe, my neck, between my breasts, around my n*****s, down my stomach, until his mouth rested on the waistband of my panties. He pulled down my panties and I gasped as the cool breeze tickled my bare skin. He ran a finger down my slit and groaned. “f**k, Liv, you're soaking wet already.” I felt his mouth pressing gently against my wet p***y as my hand stretched down to lock my fingers in his thick brown hair. He took slow long licks of his tongue, lapping up all my juices greedily. I used my other hand to cover my mouth to stop the loud moans from escaping. I felt a finger in me and I gasped at how full I suddenly felt. I may have been inexperienced but I knew what I was feeling couldn't be given by a man who didn't know what he was doing. I felt my hole stretch out to accommodate his finger as he slowly pumped it in and out, still licking me up. He came back up, his mouth was glistening with my juices. I tried to wrap my hand around his d**k but he stopped me. “This is all about you Liv.” His pants were now discarded on the floor and I felt his large d**k line up at my entrance. “Are you ready for me?” My body was trembling with a mixture of fear, excitement and pleasure. I remembered he would be leaving soon and my chest tightened as I nodded. Slowly, he pressed himself into me, stopping after every inch to allow my p***y walls to stretch out. I winced with each push, the pain was sharp and strange but I knew exactly what it was. When he was more than half way in, I could already feel him in my stomach. “You ready?” he asked. “Please,” I whispered as he pulled out then went back in, harder than the first time. I cried out and he captured my lips with his to seal the sounds. He moved his waist in a slow but calculated rhythm that seemed to match his kisses. My brain was foggy and it felt like I was floating. The sounds of our friends partying downstairs sounded distant, like we were in a different place from them. His lips found my n*****s just as his thrusts increased in speed and soon enough, I couldn't hold in my sounds anymore. My fingers grappled at any and everything, his hair, the sheets, his back. “Oh god, f**k me Nate” I cried out. My vision was getting blurred and I felt a strong urge to release, like I wanted to pee. My thighs tightened around his waist. I felt pressure building up in my p***y and I knew I was about to come. Nathan was grunting as he rammed into me, my sounds over shadowing his. “I'm about to come, I need to pull out,” Nathan panted out but I ignored him, riding out the pleasure like my life depended on it. He twisted my n****e between his fingertips and I came undone, shaking and buckling beneath him. Nathan came the same time I did, pouring into me. His d**k twitched inside me, slowly softening up. He opened his mouth to speak but I cut him off. “I'll get the morning after pills first thing in the morning, I'm sorry.” He kissed me sweetly. “No need to apologize, it's my fault, I should have pulled out." (Back to Present Day) Our farm was infested by locusts the next morning and I completely forgot about the pills.