I have been doing a lot of thinking since my meeting with Joey, I was not sure what my next move would be because I didn’t expect him to say all of those things. When he told me he had feelings for me, I was shocked because I thought he just saw me as another sister. If we only realized things earlier and talked maybe it wouldn’t be so messy now. I know Drew was meeting with Izzy, he let me know when he agreed to the meet up. I wonder how their discussion went and if got what he needed out of that conversation. I sat outside staring off into space just enjoying the silence outside just trying to process everything. I really cared for Drew and enjoyed spending time with him but I didn’t have the same feelings for him as I did Joey. If I was to be honest I could see myself finding a f

