LOVE DIARY OF AN INTROVERT

IT'S JUST TODAY! I'm so excited!!!. Guess what I'm getting a new diary and a bigger one. It's gonna be enough for my delusions!!! Squeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! Now before I forget,let me go join Mama in the kitchen. It's this Christmas time again. Mama inviting her family, it's so suffocating!! I mean I want to go to the sea on Christmas day,not sitting down in the midst of adult during dinner and give a fake laugh. My cheeks hurt every Christmas. Well, there's new year! The only day I'm free to do what I want but still can't go where I want. My life is suffocated for real Ahm,did I say I have a bratty sis,Tatiana,she calls herself Tatty So I say she's Bratty Tatty. Now she's fighting with my door shouting "Mama is cawling you" Arrghh,why can't I be the only born. Being the first born and the first daughter suffocates Well,I'd love to introduce my "family" to y'all You'd know about me later I'm from the family of four and that four is broken into two, that's because my family is broken. My parents are "divorcees". I stay with my mom and at times visit my dad My mom gave birth to me and my brother for my dad, and she gave birth to my sister Tatiana for her new husband who also is going mad I must say my mom doesn't have luck for "men. Well,my dad has another wife which gave birth to two girls for him I like them also but the bond isn't a thicker as I and Tatty And being the first daughter suffocates like I said earlier Whenever my parents fight,I'm always in the middle They use me to attack the other,which affects me emotionally and mentally,but they don't know LoL (laugh out loud). Well, whenever I remember those issues I do cry! And trust me I don't want to stain my diary with those tears Hehe(I don't know what it means,but it's a laughter to me or giggle) Hehe I'm supposed to go downstairs right now,but I know my mom isn't the one calling me It's Tatiana that's giving that "mom" order. She probably wants me to write her a poem or give her my phone,which I can't. I must say Tatiana is the biggest fan of my poem and aesthetic lifestyle She wasn't like that before until she saw my phone gallery She saw how obsessed I am with anything aesthetical Since then she disturbs me a lot for pictures Even if she doesn't know what it means I wish she could grow up soon so I can live that aesthetic life with her. LoL My brother is in college right now and we don't really get along We fight,he insults me back I mean this guy doesn't even have respect But what can I do, he's still my brother after all My other siblings are with their mother Like I said we're family of four even if we are more that four I'd surely say we are four If you ask me why,I don't know. Well,I'm Ammy,my brother is Sammy(it's Samuel though,but he'll not admit it cause he doesn't like his name) and we have Tatiana (Bratty Tatty) My other siblings are Danielle,Ella So I'm just the first born for all of them Well,I didn't get my diary for this family talks It's about me We'll be talking about me in the next entry It will surely be what you like and what you love Let's dream together. ohhhhhh,Tat is here again See ya in the night entry