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We arrive at Adbay's home thirty minutes later, and the exhaustion I feel is weighing down on me. As soon as I enter his home, I feel a strange sensation. As if the warmth of the house is wrapping me in a hug and I sway on my feet. Adbay tugs on my arm and starts to lead me down a hallway until we stop at the door on the right.

"This is your room, you will not find me in here unless you are in here and I am welcome."

"Why would you need to come in here if I am not in here?"

"There would be no reason for me to be in here without you. That was just my not so smooth way of letting you know you have privacy here."

He walks back over to the door and knocks on it.

"I also will not enter without knocking first."

"Thank You Adbay for your kindness and making sure I feel safe here. I know we don't know each other well but I just wanted to tell you I appreciate you going the extra mile to make me feel welcome."

"I am here for you Amita, Anything you need. Tomorrow we start your training, we have no time to waste." He knocks on the door one last time and walks away. I sit down on the bed and put my head in my hands, and cry. I cry for my parents, and I call for the life that I didn't realize I had. I even cry for Adbay because I feel like I have stolen his life. I cry until I can't cry anymore and I am too exhausted to lift my head.

"Wake child, wake," a voice whispers into my ear as I sleep. I slowly open my eyes and look around my room to see it filled with women. I quickly sit up and move to the headboard of my bed; with my knees to my chest; I start to shake. I look around, and I begin to lose count after thirty. Each woman is wearing a dress from different periods of the world with their chakras open as I start to notice the room getting brighter.

"Who are you and what are you doing in my room."

"We are you child, we are Spirit. We come to guide you."

The lights around them start to shudder and grow increasingly bright. I close my eyes and turn my head to shield myself from the harsh light.

"Do not look away, we are here to guide you. You are not alone."

I look back to the light because those are the exact words Adbay used, and for some reason, I believe them too. When I look into the light, it starts to shift, showing me moving picture after picture of each queen when she ruled the kingdom until it got to my mother, Queen Kali.

She trusted Vipin with her very life; that's why she never saw it coming. When Vipin choose to leave, it left her heartbroken but still not in the way he had wished. When he came back, she was thrilled and welcomed him with open arms. That night Vipin and his army attacked all seven city-states at once. No one saw it coming; no one was prepared.

The queen's chakra mates were all killed in their sleep, which weakened the queen and forced her to give birth. Everything Adbay said was true. Vipin killed my mother because she couldn't love him.

The lights shift to a little boy fleeing with a baby on horseback while his world falls apart around him and then again to the boy, leaving a baby on a doorstep, my parent's doorstep. He kisses the baby on the forehead, knocks on the door then runs away.

Once more, the lights shift to show the face of a man I do not recognize, and at the same time, a voice whispers near my ear, "mate," the lights shift, over and over, revealing the faces of different men all supposed to be my chakra mates. Each man is cloaked in a different color. The lights shift until finally, they stop on Adbay, and the lights start to dim.

"We are with you always." A queen says to me as all the lights start to go out, and I am once again in darkness. It's not until I am alone again that I realized I never saw my mother among the departed queens.

The following day I lay in my bed long after the sun has risen, just thinking about everything that has happened to me. My parents are gone, I am to be the queen of the kingdom, and now I have to find my mates and master my magic to defeat Vipin, who killed my mother in a jealous rage. It's a lot for anyone to take in, let alone a weak-minded individual like myself.

I try my best to remember that I am not alone, but it's hard to feel that way with so much pressure on my shoulders. My body feels weird, like it needs to move, yet my mind is weak, so I still stay. I can't bring myself to sit up and start my day.

A knock sounds on my door, and I turn towards it knowing it's Adbay.

"Come in."

My door opens to reveal Adbay in comfortable clothes. He says nothing as he walks into the room and closes the door behind himself. He stays silent as we stare at each other. I don't know what to say, so I remain silent as well. He walks over to my bed and sits at the foot of it; he turns to me and opens his mouth but then closes just as soon. I clear my throat to let him know I am listening, and he looks at me and starts again.

"Did you plan on going to the library today Amita?"

"No. I think its best if I don't go right away."

" I would like to start your training today. We can start small, I would like to unlock the chakra we share if that is alright with you."

"What exactly does that mean Adbay. Unlock our shared chakra."

"It means in simple terms to create a bond between us. Right now all of your chakras are closed and in order for you to gain access to your magic you need to open them. Each chakra controls a different power, a different part of you and each chakra links you to your chakra mate. Once you are linked to your mate we will have a mate bond."

"What is a mate bond?"

"It's a link that you will share with each of your mates. You will be able to feel us, speak with us in your mind, know us on a level no one else will know us and vise versa.

"How do we unlock my chakra to access my power?

"It depends on what chakra we both share, when you look at me what color is my aura?"

"Its a bright green color."

"Green for the heart chakra. When I see you I see green as well."

"How do we unlock my heart chakra?"

"Its simple. Each stone belongs to a chakra mate. With the stone I press it to your chakra and say the word, at that point your chakra should unlock."

"That sounds too easy Adbay what are you leaving out?"

"A mate bond is a serious bond. It cannot be broken. In order for me to unlock your chakra you will have to make a connection with me. Some form of intimacy needs to connect us."

"Intimacy…Intimacy meaning s*x?"

"s*x is a form of intimacy but it is not the only form. I am your mate Amita, Ive known sense I could see your aura and since then I have already begun to see you differently. You are no longer my charge but my women and I want you to be able to come and talk to me about anything. This journey we are on together is for the rest of our lives and I would like to make it a happy one."

"Adbay, Ive never been with a man in any way. I don't know how to do this."

"You are already doing it. Its called emotional intimacy. Tell me how you feel and how you are handling all of this. Tell me your worries and thoughts."

I could not believe what he was saying. He just wanted to talk and make sure I was alright. Having someone care made me feel stronger. I felt alone in the world now without my parents, maybe Adbay and I could be together, and then I won't feel so alone.

"I feel weak. I feel Spirit has the wrong person. I don't feel like a queen I feel hopeless and the only time I don't feel alone is when I am around you but I just met you so I know that feeling can't be accurate."

"It is accurate Amita. We are mates you will always feel better when you are around me and as our bond grows stronger we will be able to lend each other strength. You will be able to feel me and my feelings for you and I you."

"Thank you Adbay please don't leave me."

"I will never leave you Amita. I am here by your side always."

Pressure builds in my lower back, and I feel my magic rising as Adbay's aura grows brighter.

"It is time to unlock your chakra are you ready?"

I nod my head, yes but really, I am scared. Adbay sticks his hand in his pocket and brings out a green crystal. He places the crystal over my heart with one hand and puts his other hand on my lower back, and pulls me closer so that our lips are inches apart. I suck in a breath of shock as I realize this is the closest I have ever been to a man, and I feel a women's tingle between my legs when the pressure builds again in my back. I look Adbay in the eyes because I can't focus. I can't control whatever is happening, that building in my lower back.

"Surrender Amita, let go," and I do. I stop trying to hold my magic in. I stop trying to suppress the tingling I feel now throughout my entire body. I tilt my head back and let out the loudest moan I have ever heard. Everything feels incredible, and I can't get enough. My knees go weak, but Adbay is there to catch me. Another wave of ecstasy washes through me, and I moan again and again as a bright green light shoots out of my mouth and into the sky.

Vipin's POV

"Ah Ah Ahhhhh," the woman underneath me moans as I continue to pound out her pu**y. I've been ruling this kingdom for the last twenty-four years, and I still have not found a queen. I get bored of women quickly, and that bi**h Kali is the reason why. I killed her and her mates, and still, I can't get her out of my head.

As I try to focus on the women in my bed, the air shifts and sparks as a powerful spell is cast, but not just any magic, a spell of activating a chakra. That cannot be because I killed the queen myself. I saw her die, I saw the light leave her eyes, and I buried her myself. I quickly pull out of the woman and tell her to get lost. I call my first general into my chambers. He arrives minutes later in a hurry and somewhat shaken up. He must have felt the magic as well.

"Yes, my Lord."

"Did you feel that activation magic?"

"Yes, My Lord, I believe the whole kingdom felt it. Reports of disturbances have been coming in from all over. Windows shattering and wind strong enough to knock people off of their feet even tornados."

I have seen and felt this kind of magic before. It's the magic of a queen, but how can that be? I turn back to my general with a scowl on my face.

"Send a notice out for everyone to watch their slaves more carefully. Anyone who suspect their slave has magic will get a reward for turning them in."

"Yes, My Lord"

Amita

I awake in Adbay's arm, and his face is the first thing I see. He smiles down at me, and it's like he is a piece of me that I have always been missing. He has been my missing heart and passion, and now that my chakra is open, I feel us. I need to get closer to him. I need to touch him. All of him.

I sit up and turn so that I am facing Adbay, I place my hand on his face and move my lips closer to his, but before they can touch, he stops me. He shakes his head, and my heart pounds hard in my chest from his rejection. I thought this was the way it was meant to be. I know him as I know myself, but he does not want me. Embarrassment floods my body, so I quickly stand up and march toward the door edger to get out of the room.

"Amita wait, please let me explain."

I stop walking just as I reach the door frame, but I can't bring myself to look at him. I'm not sure I can stand the rejection to my face again. He has watched me grow since I was born; he might not even look at me that way. He must see me as a child.

"I'm sorry." I begin to say. "I should not have done that."

"No don't be. I just want to make sure this is what you want and not something you feel forced to do. We can go as slowly as you need."

"What if I don't want to go slow? What if I want you right here right now?"

"What has changed for you in a day?"

"Spirit and the late queens came to me Adbay. They have shown me many things and when my power awakened everything starting to fit together like a puzzle. I know now you are my heart and I want to be with you of my own volition."

Adbay's face turns dark seconds before he strides towards me, grabs me by the shoulders, and turns my body so that my back is against the door frame. Adbay places both his hands on my cheeks before moving one up to tangle in my hair.

"I have wanted to touch you since I found out we were mates. I just wanted to give you time to adjust."

"You mean you don't see me as a child?"

"I never saw you as a child but as my princess and now you are mine."

Adbay slowly moves his mouth closer to mine, giving me time to protest, but that is the furthest thing from my mind, and I close the distance between us. My mouth lands on his, and sparks explode from my lips and run through my body, making my head spin. Adbay grabs a fist full of my hair before tilting my head back as his tongue sticks out to lick at my lips.

"Open your mouth Amita."

"Why?"

"I'll show you."

Slowly I part my lips, and Adbay thrust his tongue inside my mouth, swirling it around making me ache between my legs. It feels so good I can't help but moan out my pleasure as it grows. Adbay turns us around and starts walking me back towards my bed, and lays me down on top of it.

"Please Adbay, please don't stop. I need you. Its too much."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes. I love you. You are mine and I am yours."

Adbay climbs on top of me and lands in between my legs, making me ache even harder. I squeeze him, making sure he is going nowhere as our mouths go to war with each other. My body is on fire, and I roll over so that I am now on top of Adbay. I have no idea what I am doing and just moving off instinct and what feels good to me. This seems to please him as I grind my pelvis into his.

Adbay places his hands on my breast and starts to play with my n*****s making shock waves of pleasure course through my body. I toss my head back and groan as Adbay flips us back over. He sits up and removes his clothes before he starts working on mine.

My skin feels like flames are dancing on it, and my heart is racing as the ache between my legs grows. I'm feeling bolder as I look him in the eyes and spread my legs wide. I want his touch everywhere but, most importantly, inside me. Adbay's face darkens, and he shakes his head before he groans deep in his chest and attacks me. He grabs my thighs and spreads them further apart, and places his mouth on me.

"Adbay ah! What, what are you doing?"

"I'm loving you Amita, now let me do it."

Adbay descends upon me and starts feasting like a mad man. His mouth is doing beautiful things to me, and I wish for him not to stop. He kisses my thighs and belly before focusing on my womanhood. His tongue laps me up as if he has been in the desert and I am his water, and I can seem to find care in the world.

My legs begin to shake as I start to feel a building in my lower stomach. Tingles and a light sweat break out over my skin, and I can't seem to keep still. My hands grip the bedsheets as Adbay works his magic, and I feel like I am about to go over an edge.

"Surrender Amita."

I throw my head back and scream out my pleasure, I surrender to Adbay and his mouth, and I have never felt better. I grab his head and bring his mouth back to mine. I can taste myself on him, and it drives me even more crazy. I feel Adbay in between my legs, and I start to rub on him, trying to get more of him on me.

"Please Adbay, I need you inside me."

"Are you sure Amita. We can wait."

"I don't want to wait I am yours to have."

Adbay kisses me hard on the mouth, sending more sparks across my skin as he thrusts inside me. Pain explodes throughout my body, causing me to cry out, and Adbay stops moving. I squeeze my eyes shut as my breathing grows labored.

"It hurts, it hurts." That is all I can get out in between breaths.

"I know once I start moving again it will not hurt."

"Move then move now."

Adbay starts to thrust inside me, and true to his word, the pain begins to go away, and the pleasure returns. I dig my nails into his back as the pleasure builds once again, and for the first time in my life, I feel free. I let Adbay have me as I wrap my legs around his waist and moan his name. I love this man; how could I have ever doubted that he was for me.

"Amita, look at me."

I open my eyes and tilt my head down to look at him, and the moment our eyes connect, my body starts to heat up even more. I feel like an inferno, and a light green glow starts to surround us. A new sensation enters my body from my chest, and it's heavy. The ache between my legs grows, and I can no longer stay quiet. Everything feels so good, and it's too much I can't contain it.

"Surrender." He says to me, and without thinking, I let go as the windows in the room shatter and wind picks up all around us, tossing my hair every which way as I move faster and harder with Adbay until I near that edge again and this time I don't think about it I happily fall off.