Confused I lost for words. I couldn't utter a thing about this damn feelings. Everything is fast, I couldn't even stop it. That night, just that night.. everything changed, and now I'm stuck in this goddamn feelings. I don't even know how to get out. If there's a way out, somebody please tell me, because right now, I hate what's happening. I finger brush my hair— frustrated. Dammit! What was that again? Nababaliw naba ako? f**k no! I'm not insane. Pero bakit naguguluhan ako? Meron din pala talagang mga bagay na kahit gaano kapa katalino ay hindi mo kayang ipaliwanag, katulad nalang nito. I stood up and look myself at the mirror. I stare at my reflection. I stare at my ocean-blue eyes. This goddamn eyes I think shall be removed. Wala na kasi itong ibang nakikita kundi puro siya nala

