Jail Break

Abuse

The times I got angry over the mental an emotional abuse I took it out on the one I love it gave me power I felt in control of the situation it was a rush of emotions I didn't like the abuse I put him through it wasn't just physical it was emotional I neglected him I resented him for so long I began to hate him he made me feel unwanted an not loved like I was worthless in his eyes the times he told me no id lash out at him but when I told him no I was scared he would leave or strike me again we are toxic for each other the times I cheated or when I lied I felt free from all the criticism clothes an toys scattered the house dishes in the sink another night of feeling alone because we don't speak with out hurting each other I was always second in his life I felt like my ex

the criticism from him an his family the secrets I kept for them being women abusers an pedophiles all the mental health

between them the i****t being passed

around like I'm a trophy my humanity ripped away ashamed of who I become