Jail Break

quiet

I always say nothing is wrong

But I say more when I'm quiet

He slowly breaks down my walls

Every emotion I held in now gone

The lies of I'm fine reply like a record

It was my turn to confess again

Where do I start this time

The cheating or the abuse

Maybe it's the way I loved you

I'm quiet when I'm alone

Sorry isn't enough to fix the trauma

But I still pick up the phone to hear your voice your right no one else could love me because I'm broken an damaged I'm hard to love maybe it's because I won't even try to love anyone else I'm quiet when your not around that's when I feel like I'm drowning you tell me it will be ok but everyday is a struggle to keep my head above water the promises I hope you keep I'm quiet when I'm asleep I can't have no peace my mind racing an the anxiety attacks the dreams I live in the past a whisper that keeps me alive God sent me a angel I died in his arms he kept me alive reminding me of who I am the girl the world doesn't see