Abused

Please critique ⬅⬅ I woke up to go help with stuff , I've barely ever left the house . Im homeschooled and have no friends ,its just me and him who live here . My dad was standing there staring at me from the foot if my bed . I got scared "d-d-dad" i said in a whisper . He was standing there in just his boxers . He looks down at my halfway naked body with lust. And then he slowly climbs on my bed he grabs my arms and ties them to a bed post with my belts' he then starts to message my b**bs , i couldn't help but to make a little noise . He slaps me and tells me to "shut up slut " i do . He grabs my underwear and slides them down and slowly rubs my c**t ,im crying and kicking telling him 'No please don't then takes out his p***s and shoves it in me "ahhhhhhh" im in so much pain down there . He whispers "don't u want a sister or brother ?" "Dad please don't, it hurts" with that he thrusts in and out without stop .It feels like he's peeing in me ,over and over again. He pulls out and lowers his head down to my legs were he starts licking. I moaned ,but i didn't like this i don't want it , and then i feel like peeing and i cant stop it from coming out. I can't help but to start shaking and i can't stop. He starts licking that up and is moaning and grunting ,while im crying and screaming.He gets up and leaves and i thought he was done, I grab my blanket and cover my naked body and cry.