Finding Sky

CHAPTER 16

Jared POV

(From putting on the video)

As soon as I saw her I forgot that our daughter was here till she cried out. "Mommy!!!"

Watching her break down was hard for some reason this feeling is new to me.

Maybe it's because I've never seen her cry......ever.

I put the remote in her hand and she got up and walked to the screen kneeling down touching her mother's face.

I didn't realise how bad she must be missing her because all she ever had was her mother really.

Not that I would admit it but I never was a father to her.

As much I would love to blame my father, I had a choice and I choose to not be a better father in spite of him and it's way too late to be daddy to a grown woman.

I sighed and helped her up and brought her back to the couch.

I spoke to her but she didn't seem to hear me really but she nodded at the end so I sat down and pressed play.

I got chills when I heard Faith called out to me, she always had that affect on me.

After listening to what she said I realised how wrong I was about her not loving me because of Skylar.

It was f*****g Sandra.

Everything was all her.

She resend the flowers I send to her ending our relationship so I can be happy with my wife and daughter.

She forged my signature from the original card asking her to leave us alone.

She was stalking Faith and I do I d nd the roses to her and she purposely send that making it seem like I was with her before Sky's birth.

When in fact I only went to her when Faith neglected me.

All those times she ignored me and would only speak to Sky or a servant and not at me was her being jealous.

She even called her Shella, I chuckled to myself.

Even after all that she still loved me enough to refuse to let me go.

She was suffering in silence just to have me around.

I was right Faith was the only woman who loved me, truly love me.

Anyone else would've been angry but I stayed with her because I refused to let anyone have her as well.

God I wish she just come to me and yell. I would've gotten her to myself for 14 more years.

But she was not that type of woman she was not confrontational at all which is one of the things I loved about her.

I should've pushed harder for an explanation.

I snapped out of my daze when I heard my daughter called me Jared.

It bothered me each time she did that and I think she knows it.

I watched her walk out and I turned back to the blank tv.

"Well are you just going to let her leave?"

I didn't respond so the b***h continued.

And every question she got closer to me and louder.

"What are we going do now? Aren't we going to use your mother? Are you getting soft on me? What was on the video? Did you see that little b***h mother and got stomped? What did Faith say that....."

The force of the slap she got for mentioning my wife's name had her on the ground holding her cheek shocked that I raised my hand to her.

"Don't you dare say her name.

You robbed me 14 f*****g years of being loved by her.

Fourteen years that I could've been happy instead of being miserable with you.

Faith loved me and only me.

You only love yourself"

"Yea??? And where her love got her? I'll tell you it got her in a box in the ground while I got to sleep with her husband, turn her daughter into my servant in her own house and spend her money for years.

So yea I may have loved me more than I love you but loving only you got her in a early grave.

You can blame me all you like but if you were really a real man and loved your wife I wouldn't be here.

You would've asked her why she suddenly changed towards you. No cause you're still just a little boy inside seeking validation from a woman because you didn't get it from your mommy. " she made a puppy space mocking me.

"My face may be in pain but I will always win because words and knowledge of someone have more power.

I can get into any of you pathetic beings and crush you from the inside."

She then started to laugh out loud like a maniac.

I truly ruin my own happiness for this woman.

I sighed and picked her up kissing the cheek I hit and helped her to the couch.

I then went upstairs and got one or two stuff for her.

Some cash and a number to her parents home.

I then ordered a car and bought a ticket to Ohio for her.

I then came downstairs and meet her eating and watching some show.

I paused it and say down in front of her.

"I am sorry.

I'm sorry for giving you false hope of a future I couldn't provide.

I'm sorry I left you to hustle someone else's daughter while you dealt with the death of our son on your own.

I'm sorry for then falling in love with Faith.

And yes I loved her.

Still love her actually she's the best thing that ever happened to me.

I'm sorry for then dumping you with a card on a rose.

I'm sorry for hurting you just now.

Most of all I'm sorry for paying someone to act as a doctor telling you that you can't have anymore children.

I took a vasectomy after Faith started ignoring me before I came to you for attention.

There's nothing wrong with you other than you loved the wrong man.

Now I need you to leave my wife's house.

I allowed you to disrespect her long enough.

Now that I know how I helped you made her last days on this earth insufferable I can't allow you to stay here anymore."

"So you get to stay in this nice house and be comfortable while I go back to Ohio and live with my parents, brother, his wife any their many children?"

I just nodded my head.

"And What if I say no?

Because we may not be legally be married but I know I'm entitled to something." She said that part with a smirk on her face.

I started laughing till tears came out my eyes.

"You never truly understood the Lewiston family did you?

Ok let me see if I can explain.

They are one of the most riches families because they never cared what gender ran their company.

Just that it was someone who was of their bloodline.

Everyone marry into their family thinking to get a come up was disappointed because of all the laws that comes with being the comfort of their money.

You can spend all you want.

But you leave with nothing......whether it's in death or divorce.

Their prenuptial agreements makes regular prenup a joke.

So the only thing you were entitled to was me and that's gone.

Also I never made our marriage legal because at the time it would stop my spouse allowance.

Thank God I dodged that bullet.

That being said please don't make me have to put you out physically.

I really do hope you find happiness."

I watched as she folded her arms like a spoiled brat.

Shaking my head I picked her up with ease and throw her over my shoulder and picked up the bag in the other hand while she struggled.

I placed the bag on the ground while I opened the door and she started fighting harder.

So now I actually had to fix her on me again picking up the bag I see the car I ordered out front waiting.

So I walked straight to the car and placed her in along with her bag while she scrap and yell at me calling I every insult you can thing of.

"Tell your mother I said hey."