YOU AND I

Francis: you're back (hugging him) By God I missed yhu Sebastian: I did too Francis: its been so difficult Sebastian, its been so diff Sebastian: shh.. I'm here now. Its over. Francis: I love you so much that's why it hurts so bad. But I can't be with u when I know I'm losing you to someone else. Sebastian: you will never loose me. If u have any trust left for me at all let me show u (kissing him slowly) I am only urs, always and forever. Sebastian was my Mr. Right. And you don't across them often. But he had this problem. He was always fighting with demons in his head and didn't let anyone in. I didn't know how to help him. I couldn't save him, so I let him fight them... He would up n leave for weeks, months even, nights got lonely, but then he'd come back, he always came back. I had that effect on him. However our affair began, it bloomed into something sweet. Francis: (touching his face) let me in. Let me help u, I want to help u. Sebastian: it's my fight. I can't risk u dying in my stead babe Francis: I'd do anything for you Sebastian: I know. (Forcing a smile) and that's what scares me. Francis: I didn't come out to my parents because I had to, I did it because u made me realize that I wanted to. Let me make u realize that I'm here for you. Sebastian: I know, and I love the way u love me. (Pegging his check n going inside) I'm hungry.. *A few days later* Shasha: he made contact with the architect of eternal life Sebastian: (drinking his beer) we all want one thing, the promise of life without the consequence of death Sasha: you're a broken man Sebastian Sebastian: life breaks us.. You get so used to being alone that u forget there's another option. Shasha: that's just it Sebastian, ur not alone. Francis is a wonderful guy he doesn't deserve this.. Ur idea of feeling ur all alone in this world is like a madness that has spread over u like a virus. Snap out of it. Sebastian: (drinking) I'd like to be alone now * * * Francis: I'm in love with a man whose heart has been broken more than once. I get it, he's always been looking for something, searching for something he lost n I accepted that because I loved him, but I thought by now he would heal...its been so long n every day he just grows colder n distant.. I'm watching our love fail n its ripping me inside. Sebastian: (coming in) I'm sorry I don't want us to be like this Francis; all I'm asking for is a way to talk about it. I don't wanna loose u Sebastian: (sitting next to him) lately nothing seems to make me happy anymore. I don't know how to explain it, I can only feel it Francis: when we started I never thought we would end up here. (Looking at the therapist) Therapist: pain can be powerful, it's our greatest weapon, but u need to use it against ur enemies Sebastian not urself. Sebastian: they're going to come for me babe, for everything I've done Francis: who is ? Who's coming? Sebastian: the demons (looking into distance) I can hear them, they're close Francis: (almost in tears) I've got u (holding his hands) Sebastian: sometimes I wish I had a different life Therapist: sometimes we all do Francis: I'll be patient with u cause there was a time dat u were patient with me Sebastian: its hard to know anything anymore Therapist: have you thought of taking him to the ward for treatments? Francis: (looking at her with pain in his eyes) he's not crazy. He's just.. I can fix this.. I just need time Therapist: sometimes accepting we've lost is very difficult but its a necessary step to progress Francis: Sebastian's not lost, he just followed a wrong turn... I'll find him Therapist: ur clutching at straws Francis: at least I'm reaching for something ( going with Sebastian). * * * Some days he comes out of his shell n seems like a new man, other days he's just so dark... Sebastian: I'm a work in progress (smiles) I love the fact that u have a hard time letting go of things cause that means that u won't be letting go of me anytime soon Francis: I'm never gonna let go of u. Uve become my life now. Sebastian: just stay the way u are, don't ever change (kissing him) Francis: (blushing) you bring it out of me babe... Shasha: (walking in) I hope the universe is taking notes for my new man Sebastian: (laughs) girl u always come at a bad time (going to get her a drink) Shasha: well someone's in a good mood today (excited) Francis: you can say that again Shasha: you're bringing him out of the shadows Francis, ur actually doing it Francis: our Love's doing it. Sebastian: I'll drink to that (passing them glasses) To you n I Francis: To you and I (kissing him).. Typical Angel...