ADRIAN’S POV
I don’t know what came over me but I knew my double life was catching up with me, it was as if I couldn’t separate Natasha from Victoria, but I guess that was expected to happen because I was having s*x with two completely different women. I had just assaulted Natasha and although she had consented to the s*x, I knew she hadn't consented to the roughness of it as Victoria would. She probably hated me for it. I hated myself for treating her the way I treated Victoria and if this incident taught me anything it was the fact that things were getting out of control and I was failing to control this situation.
I turned off the shower and headed to the bedroom where she was already in bed. I breathed a sigh of relief as soon as I realized that she hadn't decided to leave. That had
