Syl
I woke up the next day feeling Joaquin's tender kisses on my shoulder blade. His hand was already inside my shirt, touching my skin and reaching for my breasts.
Umalpas ang aking paos na ungol nang pigain niya ang dibdib ko. Nagising ang aking diwa. My body craves for this kind of mornings, so no matter how little sleep I had, all I care about is feel him all over me.
"Hmm . . ." I moaned as I purposely pushed my ass on his manhood, making him grunt while squeezing my boob.
Tuluyan niya akong pinaibabawan. Our lips met before he undid our clothes, acting so hungry for a taste of every inch of my body.
He cupped my right boob and squeezed it while he's busy trailing kisses from my jaw down to my neck. Napapikit ako nang sipsipin niya ang balat sa aking leeg. He surely left a mark there, probably wanting to show everyone that I belong to him.
Hinaplos ko ang kanyang tagiliran pababa sa kanyang baywang. I then reached for his steel-hard length to give it a good couple of strokes.
Joaquin grunted against my ear while he moves his hips. Nagkatitigan kami pagkatapos. Maya-maya ay bahagya niyang iniangat ang aking ulo nang masabunutan niya ang aking buhok.
I smiled while I continued stroking him. God, I love how his eyes squints. How his lips purse and how his jaw tightens because of me. Tila ba sa itsura niyang iyon ay handa niyang sunugin ang buong mundo makasama lamang ako. I wish I'd see that look even when we're not doing the deed.
"Enough," he said in a raspy voice.
I let go of his manhood and watched him hold it so he could rub the tip on my throbbing flesh. The sensation made my forehead crease while I tried to hold back my moans. Mahirap na. Baka mamaya ay gising na ang mga kapatid ko pati si Mama.
Joaquin anchored the back of my knees on his arms before he held me firmly on my waist. Maya-maya ay tuluyan niyang iginalaw ang kanyang balakang. His length filled me in the most satisfying way, making me shut my eyes while digging my nails onto his arms.
"Ohh . . ."
He covered my lips with his palm before he started moving his hips. Noong una ay mabagal lamang hanggang sa tuluyan nang umuga nang husto ang kama.
"Tangina," he cursed under his breath before he pulled himself out. Maya-maya ay hinatak niya ako't pinasandal sa pader. He then lifted my left leg and then shove his length inside me again.
"Oh god . . ." My eyes nearly rolled backwards as he filled me with his shaft. His free hand played with my aroused n*****s while he's rocking his hips in such a fast pace.
Hindi pa nakuntento. He ended up lifting me and taking me while he's carrying me. Umangkla ang aking mga braso sa kanyang leeg. Our lips met for a sultry kiss while he thrusts in and out of me in a merciless way.
"Hmm . . ."
Our tongues swirled around each other before he sucked mine. Nasabunutan ko siya't sinubukang gumanti. Maya-maya ay tuluyan niyang hinalik-halikan ang aking panga at leeg. His raspy grunts and erotic moans made the heat in my body triple, as if I get more satisfied when he's incinerated with what we're doing.
"Syl . . ." he called under his breath.
I kissed the back of his ear while I trapped my moans inside my mouth. "H-Harder, baby . . ."
As if he's my good and obedient puppy, Joaquin moved his hips harder. Kinailangan na naman niyang takpan ang bibig ko para lamang hindi kami marinig sa labas. He then made me suck his fingers while we're both on the edge, totally burning with the fire we're sharing.
Joaquin groaned against my ear. His breathing started to become sharp while he thrusts inside me in a senseless way. Matatapos na ako at alam kong ganoon din siya kaya muli kong hinanap ang kanyang mga labi't mapusok na hinalikan.
We moaned inside each other's mouths with our eyes squeezed shut. My walls started to contract around his manhood as our orgasm began to hit. Next thing I knew, Joaquin was already sucking my lower lip, moaning huskily, and filling me with his c*m.
Hinabol naming pareho ang aming mga hininga habang dinarama ang init na aming pinagsasaluhan. We were both high in sultry ecstasy, not wanting to separate at all.
Nanatili kaming magkarugtong at hinihingal nang makarinig ng katok mula sa labas ng silid. Sinundan kaagad iyon ng boses ni Mama.
"Syl? Gising na, anak. Magsisimba pa tayo," ani Mama.
Nilunok ko ang sarili kong laway nang mapawi ang panunuyo ng aking lalamunan.
"Opo!"
Pareho naming pinakiramdaman kung umalis na ba si Mama. Nang makasigurong wala na siya sa labas ng pinto ay saka lamang ako ibinaba ni Joaquin.
"Sabay na tayong maligo," alok ko.
I almost crossed my fingers behind me when I thought he wouldn't agree. Ngunit maya-maya ay tumango rin naman siya bago na ako pinauna sa banyo.
We went to the shower together and washed each other's body. We even stole some kisses in between as if Joaquin is really more open now to receive my feelings for him.
This is a good sign, right? Siguro ay nakatulong kahit paano iyong naging pag-uusap namin sa duyan.
I hope so. Dahil kung hindi ko siya mapapaamo ay hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko. Baka hindi na ako matutong umibig pang muli kung mawala na siya nang tuluyan sa akin.
We got dressed, had our breakfast outside, and then got ready for church. Sabay-sabay kaming nagtungo sa lokal na simbahan. Dahil malapit lamang ay nilakad na lamang namin kasama ang pamilya ko.
Ilang tao ang bumati sa amin habang patungo sa parokya. Some even teased me and Joaquin about finally settling down.
Ngumisi si Mama. "Naku, pakiramdam ko ay malapit na. Halos hindi na naman mapaghiwalay," ani Mama habang nakaangkla ang braso ko sa braso ni Joaquin.
Ngumiti lang ako. Nag-oobserba sa reaksyon ni Joaquin. Maya-maya ay aksidente akong napatingin kay Rhyz. Her eyes were narrowing at me. Inirapan din ako nang magtama ang aming tingin.
I cleared my throat then looked at Joaquin. "Tara na sa loob?"
He jerked his head then told my mom that we're going inside the church to secure a seat for everyone. Sumunod din naman kaagad sina Mama. The mass started with the church filled with people praying for a successful feast. Habang heto ako, hawak ang kamay ni Joaquin at walang ibang panalangin sa Maykapal kun'di ang palambutin ang puso ni Joaquin.
I sighed before I leaned the side of my head on his shoulder. Tahimik lamang siyang nakikinig sa sermon ng pari. Maya-maya ay hinaplos niya ang gilid ng aking palad gamit ang hintuturo. I'm not sure if he knows what he's doing. Basta napangiti na lamang ako't dinama ang pagmamahal ko para sa kanya.
"Don't sleep," he said in a low voice. Akala yata ay nakatulog ako.
"I'm not sleeping," I said before I looked up to see his face. "I'm just . . . living in the moment."
Joaquin stared into my eyes for a couple moments. Maya-maya ay pinatakan niya ng halik ang aking noo dahilan upang gumuhit ang matamis na ngiti sa aking mga labi.
My heart swelled with joy because I thought he's finally ready to forgive me, until I saw a man standing by the side of the church with a camera. I saw him took a photo of us before he turned his gaze towards the priest. Tila ayaw magpahalata na kinuhanan niya kami ng larawan.
Nalunok ko ang sarili kong laway nang tamaan ng reyalisasyon.
Joaquin kissed me because someone was there to take photographs of us . . .
My chest tightened, making me shut my eyes while pain clawed my heart.
This is all for Mysha, but I'd live in my delusions until I cannot take it anymore . . .