CHAPTER 1
Prolugue:
Hi guys I'm Angel from heaven that was being thrown on Earth char nah just kidding.
Oh right I'm Angel hmm
Well I guess my life was kinda stupid
I'm not pretty,I'm not skinny in short you can call me ugly and I'm from poor family
I do stupid things like adding my crush on sss using other account telling my crush on chat that I have feelings for him
But not using my real name ,It was like I'm
his secret admirer
Yes he accept my friend request and replied me back
Hi crushie please accept my request
Don't be so stupid you know I love you crashie ever since when we meet in school
(✓Accept Friend R quest)
Hi what's your name
Secret crushie
Wait how do you know me?
Well we are classmate last year
Did you remember me?
Hahahah how would I
remember you if I didn't know your name
Well maybe someday you will know it.
I replied that thing but I actually didn't want him to know me
Cause I actually insecured my self
I dont have any confidence regarding of what my appearance
That time I'm so happy I always facing my phone to chat or text him and wait him to replied me back day and night we were texting for each other
I can't even explained my feelings that time
I sung him Baby I Love You
There are three words, that I've been dying to say to you
Burns in my heart, like a fire that ain't going out
There are three words, that I want you to know they are true...
I need to let you know
I wanna say I love you, I wanna hold you tight
I want your arms around me and I, want your lips on mine
I wanna say I love you, but, babe I'm terrified
My hands are shaking, my heart is racing
Cause it's something I can't hide, it's something I can't deny
So here I go...
Baby I lo-o-o-ve you
Then he asked me if I need his cuddle the I said yes I love you
I'm so happy that night I can't even sleep I stalked and stalk him through social media like FB
I saw some of his shared post
The Kissing Both movie
And I'm like stupid that assuming that his shared post movie is for me
Until he thanks me for making him laugh
And my heart was like boommm I can't breath I'm so happy and I feel like I'm flying floating in the sky
Then he called me using messenger
But I'didnt answer it cause if I'm gonna answer his called I'm sure he will know my voice or he ask to show my face
I asked him why did he called
He said I'm sorry it's just an accident to call you
Yeah then again he asked my address
I replied my house is near in your school
He said ,where?
So that we could meet each other and make our relationship to work
I replied my mom would not allow me to go outside.I replied that sh*t words cause I'm scared and not ready to meet him
He said then what is the exact address on your house so that I could go there
Well please let me think about it I answered.
Ohh sure I'm sorry if I'm making you pressure please don't be upset with me baby.
Wait did you called me baby oishy(oishy means I love You)
Yes why, what do you think should I called you?
Forget it crashie heheheh I replied
He send his full picture
But I don't know why I didn't even ask for it.
Then he asked my pic.
Could you send your pic also.
I answered wait what?I send I'm not yet ready crashie I'm scared.
I'm so immatured right?
Nahh it's okay just cover your,or just a half of your face...
Okkay wait a minute crashie....
He replied I LOVE You.
Then me is smiling in silent.
I sent my pic to him,
He replied you're face shape kinda looks familiar....
My heart beats goes fast I feel disgusted for sending it.
Hahahah Yeah, really
So you already know my name?I asked
Let me think he replied
Let's just meet up someday.
Sure baby, Please don't forget to eat your dinner it's night time.
Thanks crashie can I have your kiss I asked.
Okkay here it is.
???
I also replied thanks and good night ???
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I want to sleep but I can't it's already 12 midnight so I scrolled up my phone.
I got his message he's still awake this time.
You said you already sleeping,why you're stay away babe?
Ahhhh Ahhh I can't sleep crashie so that's why I use my phone to watched videos from YouTube and scrolled up to social media.
Yikes me too I can't sleep I played ML, but I keep thinking on you he replied.
Really how silly we're both same.
Look outside your house I was their.
Haha your funny crushie.
I'm glad that I make you smile and happy.
How sweet ?
We talked and talk through message until 3 AM, until I got sleeping.
Same as the days pass by we're been communicating through message.
He woke early and sending good morning text to me.
And I did also if I'm the who's first wake.
That time I feel like I have my own world and maybe he also we're both have our own world.That no one could go inside except for us.The time are very fast that I can't even pay attention.
I can't even understand my self I was doubting him that maybe he's just playing me.But that thing would just fade out my mind.