Rough Desire

Chapter 19

Dean POV

20 whole damn minutes had passed since I had sent her that text and still nothing! 

I tugged at my hair in frustration as I started to pace the room once more. I'd never been in this position before, well no that's a lie, I had but when it had happened in the past I honestly didn't care that they hadn't replied because they didn't mean anything. Not that Ava means anything but...ahhhh. I don't know this whole agreement we have is was new to me and I honestly didn't know how I should be acting in it. I had regretted it the moment it had happened, knowing that my judgement was clouded when it came to her but still the thought of letting her go, the thought of her being in another mans bed, those thoughts drove me into a whole different type of crazy. One that i'm sure would be a lot worse for everyone.

I threw my quilt and pillows across the room and face planted into the bed. If I had any chance of getting through this, the best thing for me to do was what I always had done and that was to pretend I didn't care. And the best way to do that was by not replying.

I needed to let go of all these thoughts in my head, I needed to be stronger and stop giving in to something I didn't want. I finally understood what people meant when they would say sometimes the heart and head wanted different things. That was me right now but it wasn't my head and my heart but instead my head and my body or so I had been trying to convince myself anyway.

I closed my eyes and tried to force myself to sleep when I thought I heard a faint knock. I lifted my head up and listened carefully but to my disappointment there was nothing.

"Greeaatt. Now I'm imagining things" I grumbled as I let my face fall to the empty mattress once again.

It seemed only a few seconds had past when I heard another knock, this one was clearer then the first and I was sure it was coming from the front door. 

I quickly slipped on the grey sweat pants I had laying on my bedroom floor and headed over to investigate. Perhaps it was just my dad although usually you could hear him a mile away either arguing with someone or laughing like a mad man but who knows maybe tonight he considered having some sort of decency . 

I flung open the door and was shocked by the little figure waiting on my front step. She was standing there clutching onto the edge of her thin long cardigan as she held it tightly wrapped around her, her long hair flowing freely down her back. This whole time I had been waiting for her to text back but the thought of her just showing up like this hadn't crossed my mind. Damn was it a good surprise. 

"Are you gonna let me in?"

It was only when she spoke that I realize that I had been standing her staring at her this whole time. I gulped down the saliva that had been threatening to drool out of my mouth and moved my eyes from her body and up to her face. Just as our eyes connected she gave me a cheeky smile and opened her hand. The soft material feel away from her body allowing me to see the pleasant surprise underneath. 

FUCK!

Her perfect body was in a tight see through singlet that ended just beneath those round perky boobs. Automatically the image of my d**k sliding between them as I played with those small hard n*****s came to my mind and I tried to hold back a groan as I felt my d**k begin to harden in my pants. My eyes continued their journey down her body and locked onto the thin black g-string that did nothing to cover her. I could see it was already a little moist and all I wanted to do was pull it to the side and slide a finger in just to see how wet she really was. She was looking so damn fuckable right now and I couldn't control myself anymore. I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her into the house, instantly her scent filled my nose and that groan I had been desperately trying to avoid slipped out my mouth.

"Looks like you got dressed up for more then just a blow job" I whispered inches away from her lips. 

"I don't know what you talking about" she tried to say all innocently but the second the words left her mouth the corners of her lips curled up giving her away.

She slowly began sliding down my body towards my d**k but before she got a chance to reach it I wrapped a hand around her neck and pulled her back up.

I forcefully smashed our lips together in an aggressive yet passionate kiss. It was as if all the feelings that had passed through me in the last few hours were poured into this one long kiss. I could feel her weak attempts at trying to break the kiss but I wasn't done with her just yet. I pushed my tongue through her lips and thrashed it around her mouth proving my dominance over her and the way she whimpered in response drove me crazy. Biting down on her bottom lip I gave it a small tug before breaking the kiss, leaving us both gasping to fill our lungs with air.

"Now You can have a taste" I said as I lined up her face with the throbbing hard d**k I had waiting for her in my pants.