Chapter 1 – The Night That Repeats
The glass in my hand trembled so hard I had to curl my fingers tighter, praying no one noticed the way the champagne rippled.
Golden light washed over the great hall of Mistveil’s main house—same strings of fairy lights along the rafters, same polished wooden floor, same crowd of wolves in pressed shirts and silk dresses. The same smell of roasted meat, expensive perfume, and the sharp tang of too many emotions in one room.
I knew this scene.
I knew the toast that was about to happen.
I knew, down to the exact sick twist in my stomach, that somewhere in the next six months I was supposed to die under a collapsing medical wing, my lungs full of smoke and betrayal.
But I hadn’t died yet.
I was standing.
I was breathing.
And my fiancé was smiling at me like he hadn’t helped plan my death.
“To Lyris Greyfang,” Serapha Moonveil’s voice rang out, sweet and clear as temple bells. She stood at the head of the room in her pale robes, moonstone circlet gleaming on her brow. “Our future Beta. Our devoted daughter of Mistveil. Tonight we celebrate her bond with Healer Eryx Valemir, and the strength they will bring to our pack.”
Applause swelled. Wolves lifted their glasses. Beside me, Eryx’s fingers tightened gently around my waist.
“Breathe,” he murmured into my ear, his breath warm against my skin. “You look like you’re about to bolt.”
Maybe because last time, this was where it all started.
I dragged in air that tasted of champagne and lies. My wolf paced behind my ribs, claws scraping, a low, panicked growl vibrating through my bones.
This can’t be real. I died. I remember dying.
The heat. The smoke. The weight of the ceiling pinning my chest. Eryx’s face leaning over me, eyes calm and distant as he whispered, “For the good of the pack, Lyris. You’ll be remembered as a hero.”
Then darkness.
And now… this.
“As part of tonight’s celebration,” Serapha continued, smile soft and holy, “our future Beta and her mate will sign their bond accords before all of us. A promise of unity. Of trust.”
There it was.
Two junior attendants stepped forward with a polished wooden box, the same one I had seen before. Inside would be the contract that tied my future Beta shares and my medical power of attorney to Eryx. Last time, I’d signed without reading the small print—because why wouldn’t I trust the man I loved?
The man who had already been drugging my father.
The man who had known exactly how the medical wing would burn.
A bead of sweat slid down my spine beneath the blue silk of my dress. My mother stood at the edge of the crowd, fingers twisted in her skirt, eyes shining with pride and nerves. My father, Darius Greyfang, my Beta, my hero, looked paler than he used to. There was a tremor in his hand when he raised his glass.
I hadn’t seen it then.
Now it was all I could see.
“Lyris?” Eryx’s voice was soft, coaxing. “Hey. Look at me.”
I turned my head. His dark hair was perfectly in place, his green eyes warm, his smile tailored to be just for me. He looked like safety. Like the boy who had held my hand under the training platform when I’d broken my arm at sixteen. Like the man who had sworn we would rule Mistveil side by side.
Behind that, now, I saw the emptiness. The calculation.
You used me. You killed me.
My wolf pressed harder against my ribs. Don’t you dare be weak again.
The box opened with a quiet click. Lucien Starvale, the Council’s emissary, stepped up with a smooth smile and an elegant fountain pen.
“Just a formality,” he said, voice cultured and easy. “For the good of Mistveil.”
For the good of Mistveil. How many times had they used that line to make me swallow my instincts? My questions? My fear?
Serapha held out the contract. “Lyris. Eryx. Your signatures, before the pack and the Moon.”
In my first life, I’d smiled, swallowed hard, and taken the pen.
In this one, my hand stayed exactly where it was.
My heart slammed against my ribs. Every eye in the hall felt like a weight. Eryx’s fingers flexed on my waist, a tiny warning squeeze.
Say the words. Play the part. Die on schedule.
My wolf bared her teeth.
“No,” I heard myself say.
The word dropped into the silence like a stone into a dark pond.
The hall went utterly still.
Serapha’s smile didn’t falter, but a tiny line appeared between her brows. “I’m sorry, child?”
I lifted my chin. My fingers were shaking, but my voice came out clear.
“I’m not signing that.”
Gasps rippled through the crowd. My mother’s hand flew to her mouth. Coren, my brother, stiffened near the back, eyes wide. Father’s glass tilted, spilling a thin line of amber onto the floor.
Eryx’s hand turned to ice on my waist.
“Lyris,” he said softly, too softly. “You’re just nervous. We talked about—”
“We didn’t talk about anything,” I cut in, my throat burning. “You and Serapha and the Council talked. You wrote up a contract that hands you control of everything I am supposed to be. And you expected me to smile and sign it because that’s what a ‘good Beta’ does.”
My pulse roared in my ears. Every instinct screamed at me to apologize, to laugh it off, to say I was joking.
I remembered dying.
I remembered his voice over me, calm and cold.
No more.
“I won’t,” I said, quieter, but the words carried. “Not this time.”
Eryx’s smile vanished like someone had wiped it off his face. For a heartbeat, I saw something raw and ugly in his eyes.
Then Serapha stepped forward, still all silver and silk.
“Perhaps,” she said smoothly, “we should take a moment in private. For the good of Mistveil.”
The crowd murmured. The walls felt like they were closing in.
Second chance or not, I had just ripped the mask off in front of my entire pack.
And there would be a price.