Death Of A New Era

Hate And Having To Apologize

Alice POV:

Most of the rest of the time we spent out it was hard to not think about how people where fearing us when we would never hurt them.

It just did not sit right with me that here I stood next to my uncle who is an amazing guy and father to my uncle, and they fear him?

Plus I am totally new here and all - they don't know me - why do they have to fear me when I'd hurt myself before hurting others.

When it felt like we where pretty much done walking around window shopping we caught a early dinner in a pretty nice restaurant outside with a fire pit in each corner as well as one in the middle all a lit and warm.

When I got home in the mid evening as Lucifer dropped me off with my shopping and went into the kitchen to talk with my father as I on the other hand headed upstairs.

I walked into my room shutting the door behind my walking over to my bed grabbing Mr. Bunny plopping down on my bed rolling to my side.

"Mr. Bunny do you think it's fair that people who don't know me should fear me?" I asked him hugging him close to me.

While we had sat there in silence and had eaten not talking about anything - it broke my heart seeing all the people afraid of me when I've never done anything to them.

Sadly I noticed that how people around me where as far away from us as they possibly could and how even the waiter even did not want to survive us.

I hate when people hate me when I have never done anything to them - it just hurts my heart knowing that I scare people just...it just hurts.

I laid there thinking deeply about everything and trying to think of a way to possibly help show people the truth.

But it really did not help I had no idea where I should start or what I could even possible do.

Gabriel POV:

So my brother had kicked me out of the house and to take his job while he helped take Alice around town - I still felt it was to soon.

Now that I was home and realized that they had not returned I felt really anxious to what might be going on - it was starting to worry me.

When evening I heard the front door open and close and then foot fall going up the stairs and I saw Lucifer walked into the kitchen.

"How did it go?" I asked as he walked over to me as I grabbed a glass and pouring some whiskey for him.

As I was holding it out for him he took it, "I'm going to guess you have not told her how towns people here see us?" He asked before taking a sip.

"Where they mean to her?!" I snapped getting to my feet pissed at the thought ready to kills some people.

"Calm down", Lucifer said placing his free hand on my shoulder, "no one did anything to her - she just noticed how people around us where acting while we where out and it just seemed to hurt her".

Sitting back down I looked down at my feet, "I did not want her to see that - she had a good life within the human territory....but she has to be here for her safety and she probably won't be returning anytime soon".

Lucifer sat down next to me, "Gabby I know your worried and are doing what you believe is right and trying to protect her - but at the same time you can't shield her from the hatred out there forever - one day she will leave and do her own thing".

"Like I'll let that happen", I said before taking a sip of my whiskey.

Laughing, "You know one day she will fall in love and get married and have her own kids", Lucifer said hitting me on the back.

"That's never going to happen - not even on my grave", I said sharply.

"What are you going to kill whomever she does start to have feeling for?" Lucifer asked taking a sip of his drink.

"Maybe - especially if they think it's ok to hurt her or lead her down the wrong path", I replied simply.

Laughing Lucifer replied, "That might be the worse idea you've ever come up with - you might want to rethink that idea".

"Fine I'll just get ride of them - send them to space or something - as long as they are gone out of her life", I said simple.

Laughing Lucifer said, "You maybe want to give more time into that idea as well - don't think father would be to cool with that idea", he finished as he finished his drink.

"I will still get ride of them in a heartbeat", I mumbled to myself as I finished my own drink making Lucifer laughed again as I offered him more whiskey.

"Thanks but I have to head out", he said getting to his feet, "Oh before I forget to tell you - I'd trust Alice more - she did amazing out there, even when she got upset with the whole hatred towards are family".

As he left I sat there looking down at my drink that I was holding my glass in both my hands thinking about what he just told me.

"Guess I really am a bad father", I whispered to myself giving a half hearted laugh, "Maybe I should apologize", as I got to my feet I felt that Alice was asleep I sat back down on the chair, "I guess I will tomorrow morning then", I said to myself finishing my drink before pouring another one walking into the living room as the television turned on - I sat down on the couch not really paying to much attention to what was on as I was trying to figure out the right words to say when I do apologize to her - it was going to be a long night.