7
Cyra
I have no idea what time it is. It feels early and late at the same time. Time is getting blurry. No matter how much I sleep, it never seems to be enough. I know it’s because I’m stressed and all, but it’s still annoying and confusing. Every time I wake up, for a moment, I feel like Zack and Max are here with me, before I realise that they aren’t. It’s... It’s very painful. And somehow, as time passes, this feeling of loss as I wake is getting worse, not better.
My phone buzzes and I reach for it, still a little dazed from my nap. Sometimes, taking a nap in the middle of the day helps a little with feeling better, grabbing small pockets of sleep whenever I can to make up for not sleeping at night, but it’s not enough. It’s by far not enough.
“Yeah?” I blink and sit up. We’re in
