Perfect luna

Gabriella pov. It’s been two weeks since I been dreaming the same black wolf in the forest , whenever I feel like I have reached him in my dreams it vanished from my sign. I open my eyes looking at the white ceiling of my bedroom, it’s been hell dreaming the same black wolf every single time. I get out of my bed looking at my alarm clock on my desk it reads 6:00 am I walk in to my bathroom ready to take a shower looking at my reflection in the mirror, my brown light skin looking feverish from the lack of sleep, my brown hazel eyes looking back at me in the mirror on my wall,the black circles underneath my eyes are very noticeable letting me know I need to use extra concealer today, I brush my brown wavy hair from my face letting it loose from my ponytail feeling it fall back to my shoulders,I touch my pink plump lips feeling them,longing for my fated mate lips. I turn on the shower waiting for the water to be warm enough for me to get in, I take of my pijamas reaching out to the counter where my bath towels are,I grab one and leave it near by, I get in the shower feeling the warm water all over my tense curvy body, I quickly tried to shower but the feeling of longing and desire for my mate is still very much there. I closed my eyes wishing my fated mate was near by so I could find him, I found myself remembering those brown eyes from that black wolf that I have been dreaming . Could it be my mates wolf ? I’m not sure what to think about, if it’s my mate how come he hasn’t found me yet ? It’s been almost three years since I got my wolf and I haven’t had no luck on finding my mate . Im really trying to be loyal to him and wait for him but it’s a torture waiting for him my wolf wants me to wait but the desire and lust I feel it’s taking a toll on my body. For us wolfs it’s very hard saving our body for our fated mates that’s why finding mates that have been untouched is a very special moment because it’s very rare, not having s*x or lusting for another wolf especially for alphas and lunas is madness and almost none existent .I come from a very powerful alpha and luna my parents are the leaders of my pack Blood Moon pack I am their daughter, I hope I found my mate soon before I give myself to someone else. I get out of the shower wrapping myself in the towel with a thousand thoughts running trough my head I quickly brush my teeth before getting out of my bathroom, I walk towards my closed choosing between my clothes. I finally decide on a cami top and plaid skirt set I added a silver necklace with a butterfly pendent and some cute diamond earrings I added my favorite pandora bracelet a red sparkling heart tennis bracelet with sterling silver it was a gift from my parents I rarely take it off it reminds me of my pack and my family , I did my makeup, I always choose a simple makeup style I blow dry my brown hair choosing to curl my hair in soft waves giving it a little volume. I added my favorite perfume COCO Chanel and my favorite white Vans.I see myself in from of my full length mirror my 5’3 silhouette is very much desire by all males on my pack and all nearby packs my amazing thick legs that mal e my body very much desire by all the girls in my pack who would love to have my body type,my amazing body is to die for, my body is shaped like an hourglass I always get compliments from every one especially alphas who wishes to mate with me but I still denied them.My hair falls back all the way down to my tinny waist. I finish getting ready and I grabbed my bag with my laptop, books , cellphone and car keys and headed downstairs to the kitchen so I can prepared my morning coffee and make some breakfast for me and my parents who are still sleeping it was still to early for them to wake up so i decided on breakfast bagels and a bowls of fruit I made myself a plate and saved the rest for my parents. I sat down and ate while lurking trough my phone I received a text from Amanda my best friend since elementary school we are now in college we both belong to the blood moon pack her parents are warriors in our pack she algo still hasn’t found her mate so we both are mateless and looking for our fated mates unlike me she’s blonde, skinny and very tall and gorgeous, she asked me to pick her up at her place so I quickly ate my breakfast and left the dirty dishes in the dishwasher I grabbed my bag and left to the garage where my 2023 Lexus ES was parked,I hop in my car ready to leave before sending my parents a good morning message. I headed to Amandas place where she was already waiting for me. “Hi gorgeous how was your morning ? She ask “I’m very tired” I reply “ are you still dreaming that black wolf in the forest “ she ask “ I’m telling you it’s been two weeks I can’t figure out what it means I though of asking my dad or mom they must know something Amanda, it’s not normal dreaming someone else wolf” I said she got in the car my wolf Alyssa growling letting me know I must stop thinking about it. Amanda glanced at me “ so should we go with your parents after school? She ask “I’m not sure but I’m going to ask Liam if he know anything ” I reply she gave me a reassured smile. We got to the school parking lot and got out of the car Liam already waiting for me at the school entrance, he wave at us I quickly run to his arms Liam is the betas son he has always been closed to my family since birth we have the same age and grew up together. I know he has a big crush on me since forever our parents hoped we were fated mates but sadly we were not,it would of been amazing been mated to Liam he is very handsome he’s 6’6” he’s very tall and with an amazing body he’s build like a Greek god his six packs showing even though he’s wearing a black sweater he smells of ocean breeze and tropical fruits his brown light eyes staring at me deeply with such a care he’s very handsome with his not so curly brown hair and perfect jawline he’s very good looking and he knows that it makes me desire him more badly .Liam and I have a very complicated relationship he acts like my boyfriend even though I have always declined his offer of becoming a pair, I can’t accept Liam my wolf Alyssa does not like it when I touch him she always reminds me of our fated mate,but I can’t help it,my instincts betrayed me asking me to mate with him. I feel like anytime now I would give in to my desire.I kiss Liam in his cheek earning a small moan from him “hi Liam how are you today ” I ask “I’m doing good now that I’m with you” he said, I blush a little he always makes me nervous even though we have know each other from a long time. We both went to our class together holding hands earning a growl from him when he notice all the males staring at me with desire, Liam was very possessive of me and I loved it when he becomes jealous of me.