Darkness

Oliver (p.o.v) “Broom broom broom” ughhh! I feel my watch vibrating on my wrist. It’s how I get up on time so I can get to school on time. In my case early I’m death so I rely on my senses. I can feel my alarm I look at the time and it’s 5:00 A.M. I make my way to the bath room to take a shower taking 15 minutes exactly to wash and brush my teeth. I have my towel wrapped around my waist to go get some clothes on .My room has it’s own bath room so I’m not worried of anyone walking in on me. I put on a pair of black jeans with a t-shirt that is dark blue with a black zip up jacket and I left the jacket unzipped with some navy blue vans for my shoes. I quickly look in the mirror on the door to see what I look like then checking my dark brown hair that is short faded all around but the top with small natural curls. I get most of my looks from my mother she was a beautiful woman long Beautiful curls and green eyes she was pale skinned and small like me. Seeing my Forest green eyes and Carmel skin i wish I could look more manly I have mothers body build to. My butt is big and I’m small so it makes me look even girly with all the right curves in the right places I roll my eyes with a deep sigh i quickly grab my bag to go downstairs realizing I’m going to be late and have to walk if I don’t go down soon. There I find my Dad and older brother in the kitchen making breakfast. Very simple breakfast toast and orange juice. I laugh because they both are horrible at cooking and doing house work. I usually do all of that I don’t mind though. It’s just the three of us living in this very family cozy house you wouldn’t even be able to tell we don’t have a woman of the house. After all I like to decorate the house and dad lets me and seems to love it. Mother left us while I was only 5 years old so I grew to learn to do most of things that makes our family of three happy. It never really took much though. I look nothing like my dad or brother both have a huge body build dad being 6’5 ft tall and dark tan skin with big muscles that scream he is a working man, short black hair and brown Hazel eyes a beard to match his hair short and well kept. He’s not a bad looker. In fact I’ve seen many women try to pursue him. He works as a construction worker so he’s fit. Who wouldn’t want a man like him he’s a caring dad so that adds to the other moms flirting with them in hopes that they will look his way. Too bad he is not interested! I told him many times that I would not mind if he finds a Beautiful woman to be with. He responds with “he just isn’t ready yet”.I understand after all he really loved mother. And besides he says “what would I do if he dose find a Beautiful bride and doesn’t show as much attention to me his prince anymore? Hahahahhh I just laugh and say I’d die which really it would hurt to know my family didn’t need me anymore. He loves me a lot we have a great bond I love him to! I honestly don’t mind helping keep up the family and house chores. I look to where my brother is and he is almost identical to dad always being mistaken for his little brother instead of my big brother! hahaha! He’s 6’2 tall, brown hazel eyes, tan skin and short black hair no beard he prefers to keep it shaved. He’s fit to he go’s to the gym a lot. where he works as a professional boxer. He’s different from dad though he has many girlfriends and seems to change them like clothes. He’s what you’d call a player. I wish to be like them but I have my mothers looks I’m also short in height only being 5’8. As I see my brother Greyson waving for me I look to his lips and read what he says. Greyson “hey come eat something where going to be late I have to leave for work early today so if you want a ride with me you have to hurry”. I shake my head and move to get a plate of food father tells Greyson bye while coming over to me kissing my head and says bye to me. I tell him bye as he walks to the door. He smiles and waves his hand as he goes to his truck leaving. My family is very protective over me it’s kind of a good and bad thing. I love them but I’m not a girl. They don’t have to treat me like one! We finished our food It’s now 6:24A.M time to go Greyson said so we head to his truck. Getting in and getting ready to be dropped off at coda laya high. As soon as we get there Greyson tells me to text him right away if I need him for anything! I just shook my head yes and got out while he got down to and came around to me. Giving me a huge and catching the eyes a few people that is there I blush and look down as I’m embarrassed. This is what I mean! He the tells me bye and gets back in his truck to leave for work. I look up to see eyes on me I hate that. I look to the school is huge it has over 12,000 kids after all being the only high school with in a 60,000 radius. I don’t have friends and I don’t like people so, I find the doors to go inside and make my way there with my head down passing meany kids. I have severe anxiety and being death didn’t help me with that at all. As I walk through the doors of school I don’t see many people after all school doesn’t start till 8:00A.M. I look at the time on my phone and it’s 7:05A.M. Going to my locker on the second floor for 11th graders I reach for my lock and unlock it putting all my books in and grabbing my history class books and close and lock my locker. I head to my first class while entering I noticed no one’s here yet. so I take a seat to the front bye the door so I can read Mr. Muller’s lips while I’m death I can read his lips as long as no one talks faster then flying jest that is. I put my books to the side and put my head down still feeling tired I take a nap knowing have 30minutes left till my watch vibrates indicating that it’s time for class to start. Feeling some one bump my desk I rubbed my eyes and looked up there was a group of boys just walking in. They where the popular kids only two where in my class. Looking up and seeing the group of foot ball players I just pull out my phone and check the time it’s 7:48A.M . I look around and the class is half full now. it didn’t take long for my nap so I was hoping for the day to end quickly. so I could go home and draw something it’s what I do to relax and relieve stress it helps. I look up seeing more people coming in and watch as my first ever crush Arises Jameson walking in. I can’t help but look he is 6’10 dark black hair short fade on all sides but the top with the top of his hair about 3 and a half inches long perfectly on his head even when it’s messy it’s like looking at a Greek god before your very eyes. With his big perfect fit muscles that pop out of his shirt that squeeze all the right places threatening to rip if stran too much. He’s wearing a plain white T-shirt with dark blue jeans. Looking at his pants you could tell he is packing a giant in there. I blush and look away but only to look back and see more. He’s wearing red shoes that look way expensive. Like his watch he wears. I look up to his face and his dark brown with gold flak eyes that Pierce through the soul and tell he’s a danger he’s a Predator, and everyone else is pray. The mostly beautiful man ever. He’s a VERY intimidating man! He has dark tan skin suggesting he is mostly outside and his jaw is perfectly made sharp like the god crafted him them selves. His nose strong and perfect just like the rest of him. Well others then he’s a huge ass. He doesn’t say much just to his close friends and he ignores everyone else. where as his friends are the opposite The typical popular kids mean and to cool for school . I look to his lips to read what he is about to say those very kissable red temptation lips I blush I look up to his eyes when I see his lips in a tight line…I see that he is glaring at me and I quickly look away. Telling myself to stop he’d never be with me after all I’m ME and boy and broken. Feeling upset but still curious as to why he is here I look up again when I feel he’s not looking at me anymore. with a deep sigh to myself reading what Arises said to Kyle. Arises “ where’s Max he’s supposed to be here with my bag?” Kyle “ I don’t know have you looked at his locker? Arises “ yea…Never mind”. as he turns to look out the door and says something that I can’t quite catch because he is turning the opposite way of me with his back to me. He stays there for a few more seconds before he turns to say bye to his Friends and leaves to meet up with Max who brought him his bag. Once he’s gone I can’t help but ask why he would glare at me. Maybe I was staring too long. With that thought the teacher came in. Mr. Muller’s stares class attendance and i can see out the corner of my eye the girls are blushing and looking at Mr muller with flirty eyes. He just ignores them he’s definitely a looker not as much as Arises but definitely a top Second he is brown with dark brown eyes short faded black hair. Just enough muscles for a teacher he definitely has more then needed. As class goes on I just can’t stop thinking what it would have been like for me if I wasn’t death I wasn’t born death I lost my hearing when i had surgery at 12 years old the doctor said I could get my hearing back, but I’d have to go back to surgery. That scares me and my family we decided not to. I still hate hospitals I freeze up and have panic attacks when I’m to nervous and thinking about a hospital just has me riled up. I’m in my third class of the day math and I can’t stop myself I started to breathe heavy and the accident flashes before my eyes I can’t think anymore! Someone touch’s my back and I started to panic more I look up and see everyone looking at me I start to get blurry vision. I get up and run out the class! I’m in a hurry so much so I didn’t see anything but it felt as thought I hit a wall! Looking up as I lose consciousness I see my Greek god before me. All I see now is the darkness. Next thing I know I’m at the nurses office in the school lying in the bed. Trying to get back the memories of what happened and when I do i realize now that I look even more like a freak than I already did saying no no no to myself like the i***t I am! I’m so exhausted that I let out a deep sigh knowing that the nurse probably called my dad. They’ll be super worried and ask me what happened I just am not ready to talk about it. Closing my eyes and laying back down.. Then I felt it a stare. I open my eyes and look around it’s him. But why is he here? Then I remember that he’s the one I ran into I quickly sit up and look down and back to the edge of the bed scared that he would hurt me for bumping in to him. I look up when I don’t feel anything and see he’s looking at me still I quickly start apologizing to him. Oliver “ I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to hit you. I say in a whisper almost. Looking up at him to see if he’s about to curse my existence and to my surprise he didn’t. Arises “…” Oliver “umm think you for bringing me here. I start to tear u. I hate to cry I never cry but I can’t help feeling helpless at the moment after all I led myself to it. Arises “…” I look up and see him through my tiered field face. He looks concerned now which is weird because he never shows any emotion. I quickly wipe my eyes and again look to him. I blush once I see he hasn’t take his Beautiful brown eyes off of me yet. So I can’t help but stare in to his. He looks away and clenches his fist and gives a head nod. After A few minutes he gets up from sitting near the door and walked out. I see the nurse walks in at that moment. She’s an older lady probably 60 or 70d’s. she comes to me to check me making sure to get my eyes on her as she speaks seeing as I’m doing all right. Then asked me if I feel alright. “i’m Okay” I say. Nurse said “good it’s lunch now and you should go eat.” Oliver “okay thank you”. I give a faint smile and head to the door taking a breath I walk out and go to my right to the cafeteria. Walking through the already open doors I go and grab a coke and a sandwich pay and look around all the tables are full so I avoid all the people and go out side. where to the back is a tree big. No one ever goes there I make my way that way and sit and pull out my phone. I’ve had 2 missing calls and 6 texts from two people. Checking dad first Dad “hey I’ve a call from your school are you okay son do you need to go home for the day?” Dad “ If you need me I’ll come text me back when your up okay”? I didn’t mean to make dad worry I knew she would call home ughhhh! I text dad back with “ No im okay just needed to Lie down for a while but I’m good now thank you dad”! Dad “no problem! we’ll I still think if you don’t feel better you should go home don’t push to hard son”. Me “ okay thanks dad but I’m telling you I’m okay really and I’ll pick up some groceries for dinner how about a spaghetti tonight”? Changing the subject to dinner tonight is better for me to stop thinking about the embarrassing accident I just had. Dad “ Sounds good to me but if your not feeling up to it I can order something”. Me “ No we’ll run out of money like that dad hahaha and I swear I’m perfectly fine so don’t worry”! Dad “ Alright have a good lunch see you at home might be home a little later today”. Me “ Okay don’t over do it dad I’ll put your food in the fridge for you one for work to love you bye”. Dad “ Thanks little prince”! Geez he always calls me that! I giggled. Eating my food now and going to brothers text. Greyson/ bro “ hey Hurd you in the infirmary you okay”? Me “ yeah I’m good just was a little tired”. I lied but I didn’t want to talk about it. Bro “ okay you sure I can come now to pick you up if you need to get home for some rest”. See they worry a lot I’m thankful for them I start to tier up and I reply with.. Me “ No im good going to make spaghetti and meatballs with potato salad and a vegetable salad for dinner do you need anything from the store”? Bro “ No and sounds delicious! You need a ride”? How you going to Carry all of the bags”. With a thinking emoji. I start to think he’s right I usually walk home it’s not to far about a 20 minute walk nothing I can’t handle. Me “ oh your right yeah that be good what time you get off”? Bro “ 4:30 P.M so wait for me at home”? Me “ sure and thanks”. Bro “No problem”! I feel my alarm on my watch go of and know it’s tome to go back in for class again realizing that I left my books in class I go there first and get the work we did in class and apologize to the teacher. Then heading to my locker there I see the pops the most popular girl has her locker right next to me. Her names Melissa she pretends to be nice in front all the boys she interested in but is worse then satan himself! I walk around all the pops and see I have a problem Kyle is leaning his back on my locker and I have to get my books for my next class! How do I tell him the second most popular male in school to move so I can get my things? I don’t! I just have to wait. I back up enough not to be detected and bullied by them. While waiting for them to stop talking and sucking each other’s face’s and move. There’s 3 popular girls there and two boys. Melissa, head dancer and cheer captain, and her toe goons Layla and destiny. The boys are Kyle and Matthew. I see Max walking over to them max is a nice guy he always try’s to stop the bullying before it happens he doesn’t care for bullying but some times he just walks away like he didn’t see nothing. It kind sucks he’s just doing what the others expect of him. Then I see Arises he stops and glares at me. Then turns to his friends and I can’t see what he’s saying to them but they all start to move and go separate ways. I’m thank there gone now I can get to my locker but I wonder why he glared at me is he mad about what happened I start to feel down and can’t help to feel like I’m worthless. To even be able to look at him is just enough for me I just wish I didn’t like boys at lest I’d be less of a freak. I grab my books for the rest of the day. I have 2 classes left and then I can leave this hell hole! At least I wasn’t shoved into a locker or beaten up by my bully Damon he’s and ass a stupid one at that. I guess he’s not here today that’s good for me I smile to myself while I sit in class paying attention to my agriculture teacher. School comes to an end and I go to the school doors to leave but feel as though I have eyes on me so I look around and I don’t see anything that would make me feel uneasy. So I brushed it of and continue to walk heading home. On my walk is woods that has a path way for a short cut to my hip use that I use. I love the forest it’s calming. Making my way home I feel it again like some one is starring I start to feel like I’m in danger so I walk faster. Feeling it getting closer I start to run. It’s as though I’m being chased but I don’t see anything I’m scared so I run fast enough to make my 20 minute walk a 5 minutes run! I see my house and going to it I shoved the key in and go in slamming the door shut and leaning on the door to catch my breath. I don’t feel it anymore but now I’m exhausted so I go to sit down on the couch. Closing my eyes and resting. I wonder why school was so easy this morning no one tried anything to hurt me or gave me a disgusted look. Not only that but Arises was looking at me with concern that time to what’s up with today why did he help me if he was going to glare at me anyway if he didn’t like me he could have just left me! But thank god he didn’t it would have been more tragic to wake up to all the stairs of others! I decided to go shower looking at my wrist watch it says 3:58 P.M with that I have some time to take a bath so I do that just until 4:20 at least. I set an alarm and then get in. I guess I feel asleep because when I woke up I feel a set of hands on my arm and a vibrating feeling on my wrist. Seeing who’s shaking me it’s Greyson. He the told me it’s cold and I need to get out and get warm before I get really sick. Then says “ I’ve been trying to call you and got worried when you didn’t answer! And he gave me a concerned look. Then let out a deep sigh saying “your up now. so get dressed and if you still want to go grocery shopping we can still go. But I’m ordering food tonight you seem tired we’ll eat that tomorrow”. Petting my head he then gives me a look saying don’t fall back to sleep. I laugh and say I’m not then he leaves. I get out putting my clothes on not really caring what I put on just some casual clothes. I go down and w meat brother he waves for me to follow him to the truck and we leave. Once we get there I make sure to get a few extra things like drinks and breakfast for tomorrow morning. We get home and I take the groceries inside to pick them up while Grayson orders some pizza. Making sure he gets a Half cheese half pepperoni for me he then ordered for him and dad. Dad gets home just in time for the pizza he pays the man and comes in with the food we all sit at the table and eat. Dad asks us how our day went and looks at me with concern as brother tells him I feel asleep in the tub. I tell them I’m fine and that I was up all night doing work last night. I laugh and they look happy about that so I smile to and we continue to have small talks about there day and they have a weird competition between each other where they compete on who’s coworkers are most weirdest. I almost die laughing at how my brother explains that his female coworker dipped her cheeseburger in her Coke and ate the burger then drank a her coke too!!! it’s the most gross Thing I’ve ever heard of! I quickly get my homework done. Once we were all done dad decided to call us back down to watch a family movie sitting bundled up to daddy using him as a pillow I fall asleep as he pets my hair. I wake when I feel brother lift me up like I’m a princess I didn’t protest much after all I was to tired. He then Brings me to my bed laying me down and covering me up kissing me good night I whisper a good night and I love you. I hear him say I love you to and turns off the light and goes out the door. I smile in my sleep as I dream about Arises. I dream about him a lot. About how he’d touch me gently caress my skin and make me feel hot, and kiss me and when he puts his hand on my butt I whimper feeling so good and uncomfortable a good uncomfortable meaning I’m hard. I see him picking me up kissing butterfly kisses down my neck kissing my sweet spot I can’t help but cry in pleasure. He lays me down on the bed and looks at me intensely. I let out a moan. He then sucks my right n****e as he placed him self between my legs I whimper and cry out more hoping the pleasure never stops he then bites down on my now hard pink n****e as he assaults the other between his two fingers. I can’t hold back anymore! He then tells me in a deep husky man voice to c*m I can’t help it anymore and I came. Breathing hard I wake up I feel that I have wet myself! I had a wet dream I can’t believe myself it was so realistic that I couldn’t stop! Not that I’d want to but. It’s still bad I’m to old to wet the bed anymore. I’m still breathing hard and I feel my heart going to. With that I get up and go clean myself. once done I change my bed putting my dirty ones in the washer but not without getting caught by my brother I turn to leave coming face-to-face with him I instantly look down as I blush hard. He then pats my head and I look up. As he says it’s fine and he’d be worried if I didn’t have a few wet dreams with a smirk on his face telling me he knows. I turn completely red knowing I got caught but him saying it just makes it worse. He laughs and walks to his room that’s across from mine. I quickly go back to mine and fall back to sleep realizing it’s only 1:47 AM meaning I have a couple more hours before school starts. This time Only having one flashback of arises face.