Another Day

I never felt like i didn't come into this world as a mistake or a burden or a problem person. I know that its weird for me to feel this way cause everyone has a voice or a reason on this Earth. However, I have felt like not having a purpose of this Earth was meant for me. Let me tell you why before this become a sad story like the Titanic or depressing like the boy in the striped pajamas. Again like I said i felt that I came into this world a problem child because I was adopted by the age of 6 years old into a family of older generation people. Dont get me wrong its okay to do that or go into that kind of life but not by yourself or that you feel unwanted. I was sexually abused as a baby by the egg donor or sperm donor dont really so in the papers that I have about my adoption. When my favorite person in the world died my dad Leo Thompson which is my dad my mom at the age of 60 years old adopted me from the bottom of my heart the s**t still kind of hurt though because I felt that I was never going to be good enough for anyone or anything in life. She fought hard to have me in her life. That meant more to me than anything in this world. Growing up I never felt that I was never good enough because they never made me feel like I was all but my mom did not really my sisters or brother which I only have one of them bastards. I always felt like the odd bird out like the last rooster left in the pen type of thing. Well anyways, if you know anything about me or myself I am dingy than a door knob, ditsy like s**t, clumsy to a tea, and crazy than bed bug that what my Texan ass mom be saying. I forgot to tell you her name its Gladys Jewel Thompson maiden name Baker. People think that we are too close for comfort which is okay I guess. I forgot to tell you that I worked hard as hell to get from Dana Washington to Dana Thompson which is weird because the last name I had before adoption was Washington now its Thompson. I guess now I should give you my full name which is Dana Naisha Thompson and this is my life. Nice to meet you.