Fate

Stuck in the web of reel and what is real I struggle to fight my feelings for Nelson but despite how much I try to forget about him he kept living rent free in my head.after some months he messaged me calling me his wife,and using other sweet words to the point I couldn't resist the feelings anymore and I had to block him to regain my sanity.i felt like I was being mocked he doesn't deserve to call me his wife or his darling he has crossed the boundaries off course I still love him but I'm not so stupid to throw myself at him just like that.i feel like if he truly loves me he would fight for us and go to any length to make things work between us just like I have always done but it's obvious he doesn't care about how I feel neither is he ready to listen to me he his only after my body and what I have to offer.I decided to focus on my academics and also focus on improving myself and building my finances I locked up on relationships and anything that has to do with dating and men.i was tired of falling in love I felt it was never meant for me the one person I loved so dearly doesn't not care about me nor love me as much as I do there was no point falling in love again I just needed to get myself busy with things I love and also building my relationship with God. Few months after I broke up with Nelson I met zyan a young guy with a promising future.very handsome and well built similar to Nelson.he his a successful business man into the oil and gas industry.Zyan and I met at a restaurant I went on a solo date to clear my heads off.he walked up to me and offer to sit with me of which I agreed,we exchanged pleasantries and talked for some time till I was ready to go home he offered to pay for my orders and dropped me off at the school gate and he took my number we began chatting when I got home and we talked at length.i realized he was a very cool person and has good vibes just like Nelson and I was just flowing with moment enjoying every bit of it eventually he asked me to go on a date with him of which I agreed to it.my friend was there to make sure I was looking very beautiful I put on a long silk armless dress revealing my fine soft skin my hair was neatly arranged resting on my back.my favorite colour is lilac purple and offcourse that was the colour of the dress I was putting on I had an hills on too and wore the best of my cologne applied my lipgloss picked my purse and stepped out to meet zyan already outside waiting for me.i was looking so simple classy and demure.he complimented my dress and my look then offered to open the door for me I entered and we drove off.we left around seven pm.he had already booked a vip us the ambiance of the place was breathtaking it was so beautiful that I had to make a vlog of it thier food was well cooked an delicious too.it was a Chinese restaurant I had the opportunity to taste some of their delicacy and I so much love them.he made me so happy that I forgot my worries he made sure I enjoyed myself till I was bloated.we left the restaurant by 10pm and went to a cinema the movie ended by 12pm and I was feeling sleepy already.i was so tired and then he suggested I spend the night at his place since it's late already and I'm so tired also the school gate would be locked I would not be allowed in.that was when it dawned on me that I did not check my time at intervals.the school gate get closed by 10pm I had no choice than to go to his place.he offered me a separate room.i locked the door bumped on the bed and slept off I was too tired to freshen up. The next morning I woke up to a knock on the door I opened the door to meet zyan at the door with breakfast on his hand.i hope you slept well my darling I brought breakfast he said.for some minute I stood in awe staring at him before I eventually took the food from him it had sandwiches and a cup of coffee with some avocado in a saucer.it was so delicious I finished eating,freshened up and went downstairs to meet zyan so he could drop me off I have class schedules and I was running late.he beckon on his driver to drop me off at school he has some business meetings to attend to and I was in a hurry to go back so the driver had to drop me off at school.on getting to school my friend was already at the entrance of our room waiting for me to come so I could give her highlights of how it went.i quickly dress up and made for class we were already late for class so we had to keep the gist for after class.zyan called later to confirm if I got home safely and also sent me some money for my upkeep.i never expected all of these in a talking stage he never really made an advance towards me but it was obvious he liked me.maybe he was not ready for relationships or he just wanna take things at a slow pace after all we just met.he was constantly calling to check up on me to be sure I was doing fine.we went out often times and at some point I sleep over at his place on many occasions one of which he asked me out and offcourse I said yes.i was not too sure of my feelings then but I just feel a soft spot for him.he make me so happy and was ready to go any length to be sure I was fine.he made sure I lack nothing in school sends me money even without asking for it he loves me so much and I felt it. Even when I told him I was not ready for premarital s*x he was willing to stand by me and wait till I'm ready he was my peace of mind,my best friend he was everything Nelson was not and I was so pleased to have met him and said yes to him.