4 years later.
*beep Beep Beep* Of course I groin to myself. 5 am already and I like I only got myself 2 hours of sleep. I wish I could just lay here all day, but that would mean another beating from the Luna of the Blood Moon pack or worse. Crawling out of bed as quietly as I can try not to wake up Hope. I decide to take a quick shower and I mean quick because I have no hot water in my living area on the packland. I usually have to give Hope a bath at Savannah's house on the pack land since they have an actual house, i have more of a shed. I used to live in the smallest room in the pack house when I first came here. It wasn't the best and it was mostly bare if i am being honest but I had access to the bathroom and cafeteria. That all went to s***t when the Luna walked down the hallway one night going to the cafeteria and heard her son having to much fun in my bedroom. I was 16 at the time considering and I was known throughout the entire pack as "The pack salve," no one cared what I went through. Brent was known as player even at a young age. His parents didn't care because he was mated yet and at least they knew he was at home instead of outside the packlands. I never wanted his attention or the attention from Jason who was Brent's best friend. One night, out of the fun of torching me, they decided to have me together. I was a virgin so of course I wasn't completely aware of everything I knew what s*x was. I did my best to fight but they are both older than I am, had their wolves, and got off at the fun they were having with me. I was completely terrified. That night I ended up with many cuts, bruises, and blood running down my shorts. I knew then what had happened, all I could was lay in the pile of leaves and look up at the sky. From that night on, I was a new toy for them. I tried to tell Brent's parents but that only caused more beatings and punishments from them, on top of what Brent did when he was mad, or just in the need to force himself on me. Jason was slightly nicer but not by much. Jason only hit me when i fought him, where as Brent would find me throughout the day and feel the need to hit me because something pissed him off, he didn't care who saw him and no one ever said anything when they did see. I discovered I was pregnant on my own one day while doing laundry, I was not allowed to go to the pack clinic for medical help but the doctor was aware of me. Anything i ever needed I got through Savannah or her parents. Savannah is an omega. Her father is one the most skilled tracker in the pack. He could find anyone. His wolf was red and brown eyes, not as big as the Alpha's family but he was fast. Bill was his name, he loved Savannah and her mom more than life itself. In human form, he was 5'9 not muscular but tone. He has short brown hair and a lot of tattoos. Savannah's mom, Amy, was small, about 5'3 with long brown curly hair. She was part of the omegas that worked in the pack house. Which is how Savannah and I became the best friends we are!
I met Savannah after being here a week. Savannah was in the kitchen with her mom and I. She liked helping when she could and her mom didn't mind. I dropped a plate and it shattered everywhere, my hands were raw and covered in dish soap. I tried to clean it up before The Luna walked in but i wasn't fast enough. Everyone knew in the pack house why I was there, so they knew to look away and keep their distance from me or they would receive punishment. "LOOK WHAT YOU DID!" Luna yelled. Before I could mouth the words " I'm sorry," her foot collided with my stomach and sent me to my knees before falling to my side. Savannah waited until she left the kitchen before coming to my aid. Since then, we have been best friends. However, we pretend to not know each other when the Alpha and his family are within ear or eye shot of us. Savannah is a few months younger than I. I finished my shower and dried myself with the only ragged towel I had, then did the same with my hair. Opening the door, I could see Hope starting to wiggle in her sleep. I knew she would be up any minute. I finished my morning up brushing my teeth, grabbing deodorate and my worn out shoes before i tended to her needs. I was easier to do everything I needed before getting her ready.