"Are you sure you want to do this?" Hayden asked me for the third time as he held my hand and helped me climb the horse. "I have never been so sure of anything else in my life," I replied dryly, after settling on the brown horse. Behind me was a bag with food inside. "There's nothing here for me anyway." I shrugged my shoulders, my hand still in his. Hayden looked at me with so many emotions swirling in his eyes and I looked away, pulling my hand from his. "I really wish we could be together as I love spending time with you," he sighed, dejected. "but I am not allowed to." I would have thought it was very horrible to not allow one to be with the person they wanted to be with. If only I had felt the same way towards him. "I am sure you will meet someone better, Hayden. You are a g

