ADEEL I stared at my phone screen for the umpteenth time. I couldn't bring myself to call her? What I'm I to tell her after what I have done? I looked at their gate once more before dropping my phone. My heart is pounding in my rib cage like its going to explode. I'm so nervous I can't form a coherent thought in my head. If I just walk through that gate. I'll be able to meet jidda. We are so close yet we seemed so far. It has only been two days since I had last seen her but it felt like years! Every second I spend without her feels like hell. I missed her and all the troubles that comes along with her. We were doing okay. I was so happy that when ever I went out I can't help but count every minute and every second until I'm back with her. To see her beautiful smiles and hear her sweet lau

