way out of your league

INSECURITIES

Judah's POV

I've been very busy trying to balance work and sorting out the scandal about my sister.I really don't want her to panic but everything is messed up and it took a long while to convince the guy in that video to meet up with me.We scheduled our meeting for this weekend end and I noticed my girlfriend has been acting a bit weird for about a week now.I know she needs my attention but I just have to sort out this mess then she can have all of my attention.I explained this to Cathy and she was ok with it.Nathan wanted to meet that guy but I refused,I just needed Natalie's far away while I sort this out so Nathan promised to make sure of that.

I met up with Melvin who appeared worried,so I did my best to make him calm down before saying "So dude I know that chick in that video isn't my sister,you don't have to tell me who she is, I just need you to confirm she ain't my sister online,if you care about Natalie you would do this for her" "I really didn't mean to hurt Natalie,I care about her a lot but she wouldn't even give a guy like me a chance" he replied "is that the reason you did all this" I asked pissed." I wasn't the one who released that,I was just told to disappear for a while till it dies down"he said "Who told you this" I asked,"I really didn't meet her in person but I know the girl I was with" he replied "please I really need to know who the girl you were with is just so she could tell me who is behind all this"I asked "ok,she is in town,I'll just call her to stop by" he said "Are you guys dating"I asked Melvin "Oh God,No! I wouldn't date Samantha even if I was paid to do so,when you meet her you would understand why" he said as he dialed a particular number while I looked around. There was a ruckus on a particular table and I focused on the girl backing me who seemed familiar "I just talked to her,she said she is on her way,are you even listening to me"Melvin said which brought my attention back to him "Sorry I was a bit distracted,that girl looks so much like my girlfriend"I replied "The one backing us,dude, you didn't even see her face"Melvin replied slowly with disbelief "Nevermind,so how long do you think it would take for her to get here" I asked "ten minutes tops,she is close by but I have to say once I introduce her to you, I'm out.i can't deal with her erratic behavior"he replied "could you send me her number"I asked "Sure,and good luck with that"he said as I received a message from him on my loveskis account.Great so now all that is left is me trying to reason with a crazy chick,I hope this goes well,I thought before the couple not far from us started arguing again and the female stood up leaving,I was about to turn my attention back to Melvin when I saw the guy's face, it was Andrew,what the f**k was he doing here but that was quickly answered when i heard him say"Cat, please wait,I'm sorry,let me explain" just as he rushed after her.

"What the f**k is she doing here with him"I said fuming "Ahemmm,is that your girlfriend"Melvin asked but I was too pissed to answer I simply tried concluding my meeting with Melvin "Please can I reschedule my meeting with Samantha",I asked Melvin "Let me ask her" after 3minutes he said "She is already here,I can just introduce you to her and then you guys can arrange to meet some other time,she is the one calling" I talked to Samantha and we arranged to meet up the next day but I was coming outside to see her in person and pay for her ride.I was introduced to Samantha outside and I can see why Melvin is avoiding her like the plague,yes she looks like Natalie from the back but this girl is a mess.She thought this was a booty call and was already flirting with me.I rescheduled our meeting for tomorrow before walking away.

I kept dialing Cathy's number but she wasn't picking my call,I was having a feeling of deja Vu,I hope this isn't happening again.i can't go through this again,it would kill me.I was pissed with what Julia did but not necessarily hurt cause while I liked her a lot,I just wasn't in love with her but Cathy could cut me in pieces.As I walked to my car,I met them arguing again and I saw red "What the f**k are you doing with him Cathy,why are you even here"I asked and she was startled,"What are you doing here Judah, did you do this Andrew,how could you" she asked angrily,no I wasn't accepting that,if anyone should be angry,it would be me.while I was waiting for an explanation,Andrew kissed her but she pushed him away "Are doing this to me again" "No babe,this is all a big and silly misunderstanding"Cathy replied as I felt someone pecking me saying "Sweetie since you have a car,why not drop me off"I turned to see Samantha,I thought she left."Seriously Judah!" Cathy said "Cat,he is cheating,you deserve better,I promise I would treat you better.dont throw away everything we have,I'm sorry for hurting you"Andrew rambled on,I need to get out of here before I do something stupid so I got into my car saying "get in Cathy". "I hate sitting at the back babe" Samantha said as she got in too "Shut the hell up and if you touch my boyfriend one more time,I won't be responsible for your broken bones"Cathy replied "What's your address Samantha" I asked and after getting it,we drove in silence to her apartment, getting out Sam asked "Would six o'clock be perfect for our date","sure" I replied as Sam walked away smugly,don't blame me,I was too messed up in the head with everything going on to correct Samantha.

immediately she left,Cathy tried getting out of the car but I locked us in and drove away.We didn't speak to each other till we got to the apartment and then Cathy began packing her stuff into a box."Are you serious Cathy,are you doing this again"I asked "As serious as you were when you decided to disrespect me by going on a date with another girl while we are in a relationship,what the hell is wrong with you Judah"she asked "It's not what you think,it's just a very stupid misunderstanding and we aren't going on a date"I said "but you did meet up with her and you are doing it again"Cathy said "it's nothing personal this is all because I'm working on Natalie's case, talking about meeting up you should be explaining why I saw you meeting up with your ex"I replied "It's nothing,I felt I was meeting up with mirabelle his girlfriend but it turned out to be him,plus I'm not stupid enough to go back to him after everything especially when we are dating but you don't think that enough to stop you from going on stupid dates" she screamed walking to the other room and slamming the door.This is all so messed up,I hope I don't see Andrew again else I would give him a black eye.That night Cathy and I slept in separate rooms while in the same house and I heard her crying which twisted my gut.I tried to make her come out but she ignore me.I talked to Andre and Hansel that night and they promise to join me tomorrow when I see Samantha.

The next morning,Cathy avoided me like a plague,"please Cathy, Samantha is nothing to me,I just need to meet...."I didn't even finish before she slammed the door on my face again.Fuck! what the hell is going on with us.I was at her door all day begging her but she ignored me,my calls and text were also ignored. Joy informed me we were all going to the club this evening which I agreed to.By five o'clock I was ready to go out when Cathy walked out of the room.Things were awkward between us, when she came close to me I pulled her into my arms hugging her,God! I miss her."we are going to the club later" she said while in my arms, "Yea,I'll be back to pick you up" I replied kissing her,she kissed me back and I was relieved until she tried making out so I said "Cathy,I'm running late" "Don't go Judah,I don't want you to go out with her,I don't care if it's not a date" she replied "baby I really need to meet up with her,if it would ease your mind just know,I'm not meeting her alone,Andre and Hansel would be joining us"I said "can't you just stay with me,this time" she asking pouting,I would have stayed but the fact I needed to do this for my little sister was enough motivation not to back out now. when I left,Cathy was pissed and teary.

As I drove to meet up with Samantha I felt bad for hurting cathy.when I got there Andre and Hansel were already waiting for me.I hope we sort this out fast.