way out of your league

INSECURITIES 2

Catherine's POV

I know Judah has been really busy lately which I understand but still I don't like seeing him stressed.He was always working and I needed a little attention but lately Mirabelle has been trying to reconnect with me,which I found strange. I don't hate her,I just feel I've closed that chapter of my life.This week she begged me to meet up with her cause she need my help with something related to her baby,it seems her baby was sick so I decided to see her.I didn't want to bother Judah when he was already stressed besides I just had to meet up with her to see what she wants,if she needs cash, I'll sort that out myself but getting to the restaurant I was shocked to see Andrew. I tried to leave immediately I saw him but he block me causing a ruckus so I sat down not that I cared about anything he had to say.

"I'm sorry for hurting you cat,I wish I could take it all back,you were the best thing that ever happened to me and I can't believe I was so stupid that I lost that.please cat forgive me" he said "I've forgiven you a longtime ago,there is no hard feeling so if that's all,I'll like to leave"I replied "Please Catherine can we try again,I promise to make this work,I know better now and I would treat you like the queen you are,just give us another chance"he said "Sorry Andrew, I'm in love with someone else and I don't feel that way about you anymore,what about mirabelle,do you think it's right leaving her and your baby to do this" I asked "I don't love her Catherine,I love you and we are co-parenting now"he said "Are you seriously stupid,you haven't changed at all,so you ditched your girlfriend and daughter for this while using them as a front to meet me,you've been chatting with me using her loveskis account.You are a disgusting human being"I replied then walked away as he said "Cat, please wait,I'm sorry,let me explain" I tried getting a cab just as Andrew caught up with me "Catherine we are perfect for each other,we were always end game, yes we did stray towards other people but we always find our way back to each other,that guy has been trying to separate us since forever Catherine, don't let him win,he isn't good for you,he can't love you the way I do"he said "Aww what a moving speech but sorry it won't work on me,try another move cause this one is stale"I replied trying to move away when I heard "What the f**k are you doing with him Cathy, why are you even here"I was startled at first then pissed that Andrew would try this stupid trick so I said "What are you doing here Judah, did you do this Andrew, how could you" just then Andrew kissed me but I pushed him away,I know this looks bad but it even pained me more when I saw how hurt Judah was and then he said "Are doing this to me again" "No babe,this is all a big and silly misunderstanding"I replied quickly just as some scantily dressed b***h pecked him saying "Sweetie since you have a car,why not drop me off" "Seriously Judah!"I said in disbelief while Andrew took this as the right time to speak "Cat,he is cheating,you deserve better,I promise I would treat you better.dont throw away everything we have,I'm sorry for hurting you" I rolled my eyes at Andrew just as Judah walked into his car saying "get in Cathy" which I did happily cause I was done with Andrew's antics but that disappeared when I heard "I hate sitting at the back babe" from same slut as she also got in too touching Judah's shoulder in my presence,I expected him to send her out but he wasn't doing anything so I said "Shut the hell up and if you touch my boyfriend one more time,I won't be responsible for your broken bones",I was satisfied with the her uneasiness until Judah asked "What's your address Samantha" we drove in silence to her apartment cause I was fuming then the slut said "Would six o'clock be perfect for our date" once again instead of shutting her down Judah said"sure" while she walked away but not before smirking at me.

immediately she left,I tried getting out of the car cause I couldn't take the disrespect anymore but he locked us in and drove away.We didn't speak to each other till we got to the apartment and then I began packing my stuff into a box while he put my things back in the room, we slept in separate rooms that night and I missed him so much,I felt like I was losing him.I wondered why he would even hang out with that girl which made me cry more,I didn't want to hear him speak cause when I needed him to speak up for me he kept mute,disrespecting me.I needed my girls,I tried calling Natalie but she didn't pick so I called Joy.After explaining everything to her she said "Girl that dude is madly in love with you but this thing with Andrew has got to stop,cut that fool out" "I did,so what do I do now"I asked "We need a plan so this is what we would do,we are all going to the club tomorrow,you have to let him see what he has but don't let him taste it, that would bring his wandering eyes back,let the cold war continue but before you go to the club give him a sip"she replied,that was exactly what I did but I was still hurt when he refuse to make out or ditch seeing that girl.I got ready for the club,I look smoking hot in a short glittery dress which left nothing to the imagination and an open back with heels.By eight o'clock Judah was back to pick me,let the show began.

"Babe i'm home,are you set..... woah! you're sexy,so sexy"he said trying to kiss me but I turned so it landed on my cheek "come on babe,you aren't still mad at me are you" he asked but I ignored him putting on my earrings."We could cancel,stay in and talk"he said slipping his hand into the back of my dress caressing me while kissing my neck,this is going to be hard for me too still I said "No,I'm fine.I don't want to cancel but if you are tired you can stay in I'll just go with Hansel and Joy besides Andre would be there to look after me too" "No way I'm letting you go alone dressed like that" he murmured but I heard,pretending not to have heard him I said "Sorry,I didn't catch what you said" "I'm not tired, I'm never tired to party with my baby"he said "ok let's go then".While we drove to the club,I was busy chatting with Joy, keeping her up to date with everything happening while laughing "who are you chatting with" Judah asked "Joy"I replied "You know I love you right Cathy"he said and I nodded as we parked.we got into the club to meet,Hansel, Joy,Andre and some girl flirting with Andre while he laughed.I wished Natalie and Nathan was here but they just had to take a work trip which I find suspicious so turning to Joy I said "I find Natalie and Nathan's work trip suspicious" "Come on,baby girl has to work and then when they get back to the hotel she could work hard too"Joy said while we laughed."Time to get into action"Joy said pulling me to the dance floor.As we moved to the beat, Joy said "He is drooling already, let's give them a show" so we began dancing a little bit suggestively on each other soon we were surrounded by guys trying to dance with us.I think Judah's breaking point was when I started twerking,he pulled away a guy getting too close to me.I turned to him smiling,then looked to see Joy grinding on her man.Turning back to Judah I used him as a dancing pole, judging from the way he was grinding on me I knew he was turned on like I was. "Let's go home"he whispered huskily "We just got here"I moaned in his ears "I'm closed to f*****g you on the dance floor, you are punishing me,I said I was sorry already Cathy"he said groaning "You just need to cool off a bit" I said pulling him to our booth.

I tried sitting down when we got there but Judah pulled me to sit on him which I did happily but I tensed when I saw that girl walk towards us,I tried moving out of Judah legs but he pinned me on the spot "what are you doing here Samantha"he asked and I can sense he was pissed "I just came here to party but I recognized Hansel so I wanted to come over just to say hi"she replied playing with her hair "So you've said hi,bye Samantha"Andre said "That's rude,you were so nice yesterday Judah,is this change cause I didn't give you what you want,I could give you that and a lot more"she replied and I was done doing this with Judah so I tried getting off him but couldn't "This is my girlfriend Samantha and after knowing the reason I wanted to meet up with you,I thought the misconception was cleared but it seems it wasn't so I'll be clear,I'm not interested in you,I'm not even attracted to you so thank you for your time"Judah said dismissively and just like that she began sobbing.I think she is bipolar, surprisingly when Hansel came back he said "Are you ok Sammy"he asked and she shook her head indicating no still crying,she walked towards Hansel hugging him while talking in a quiet tone. That was when Joy appeared,"huh,what is going on" she asked "Sammy this is my girlfriend Joy, sweetie this is my child hood friend Sammy,we used to be pretty close" Hansel said enthusiastically."Nice meeting you Sammy,how are you" "I'm good,you know Hansel and I were really close when we were little that our parents were already match making,your mum was already planning our wedding Hansel,do you remember"Samantha said totally ignoring Joy who seemed pissed "Yeah, don't remind me about that,it was hilarious"Hansel replied.

"Has she met your girlfriend"Samantha asked "Yea she has"Hansel said smiling "I bet she wasn't her first choice right" Sammy continued "We all got along at the end"Hansel replied still smiling "I miss her,I have her number now so we can catch up"She replied "we'll talk on phone Hansel,bye Jane"Sammy said smiling "it's joy,like J.O.Y" Joy replied "It was a honest mistake babe"Hansel replied with Joy frowning.In as much as I was happy to know that Sammy was not hovering over Judah anymore,I was weary about her connection to Judah but then she could be harmless.While I was still thinking Judah whispered "Satisfied, I need to meet up with her cause she was the girl in that video with Melvin" "You could have explained thoroughly earlier"I said "Yea,I would have if you had let me,you shut me down Cathy, Jealousy doesn't look good on you"Judah said laughing then turning towards Hansel he said "I bet you don't know you aren't getting any tonight" Hansel turned towards Joy who simply walked away, sighing he said "We are out guys"

"Let's go home babe,I need to rip this thing off you,I know you only have a thong beneath" Judah whispered while I grind on him while sitting on his lap, rocking on his hard d**k that was until we heard Andre say "Get a room you two, I really don't want to see this".That was our clue to call it a night.