way out of your league

Setting plans in motion

Sandra's POV

Laura has been an unwanted twist to my plans but she is proving to be useful.immediately I went into labour I had my mum take me to the hospital.I already made plans for a special ward and personal doctor and nurse to help with the birth of my child.Laura had already been secretly kidn*pped although she ended up giving birth earlier due to the stress but the plan was still in motion the child was injected by the nurse as per my order and he died.And now I just have to make sure she is repatriated.

Right now I have to focus on me and my baby,this was suppose to be easy with epidural and all,but it is taking longer than I can put up with along with intense pain.Everything is getting complicated as time pass but I refuse to have any body scars by undergoing a cesarean section.It took seven hours and my baby was finally here.Imagine how grateful I was to hold my son.This little soldier is all mine and a permanent seal of power for me.

My parents came in along with Nelson's parents happy to know I had a son.I was exhausted but I felt I had accomplished a great deal."congrats Sandra dear although I know it must be shocking to have a son when we were expecting a daughter"my mum said "I don't mind the s*x,I just need a little rest"I said "You have done well Sandra " Nathan's mom said "i'll make sure you and my grandson are set up for life"she said and at the thought of that I smiled giving into exhaustion as I slept off.Its not easy caring for a baby, and this one is one hell of a cranky child.I knew I was not going to keep this up cause I needed to get back in shape after this birth.I had my mum search for nannies for me.I ended up getting three nannies and my life is a little less stressful even though I feel sad looking at my son cause I only seem to remember the seven hours of severe pain I went through.I felt he doesn't like me,he cries all the time but why would he even like me,his dad is dead cause of me.I feel my baby's hatred for me makes him cry non stop most time and I get scared to touch him.The doctor said I had postpartum depression and I had to start counseling sessions.

My son is now one month old and his nanny Mrs smith a very nice lady takes good care of him while I have time for exercises and planning my next move. Nathan came to visit and was very happy to hold his nephew Ryan.shockingly our relationship is now cordial,even though he is busy,Ryan is always a priority to him.he would drop every other thing to see him and that was a good start for me.Thank God his leech of an ex Natalie is not a part of the picture anymore.

I haven't seen Nathan for a while so I decided to call, he picked at first ring "hello Sandra, how is Ryan and you"he asked "We are fine, but Ryan misses you,he hasn't seen you in a while" I said "i've been a little busy but I'll come see him soon" he said that evening he came around and was rocking Ryan to sleep so I quickly took a picture of the both of them,they look so cute together like a father and son I thought."what are you doing"nathan whispered trying not to wake the baby and I smiled showing him the picture.He nodded placing Ryan on his crib and walking out while I looked at my sleeping baby feeling sad since the news about me having a baby was already on the internet,I decided to place the picture of nathan holding Ryan on my loveskies status after editing it.I captioned it father and son, its time the games begin.

Coming downstairs I heard Nathan talking on the land line in the apartment soon he dropped it and turning to me said "who is Laura,she told me to tell you she has nothing to lose now and would snitch on you" I was shocked.I needed to think of a fitting response fast so I said "she is one of Nelson's friends but she is not in the country or so I thought" I said at least that was close to the truth "is she trying to blackmail you,did Nelson have a fling With her at anytime" he asked "I really don't know she is not really important and I dont care if he had an affair with her, he loved me and we were going to get married before I lost him"I replied with tears in my eyes and hugging Nathan who froze and pulled away after some time "I know you would be a good father figure for Ryan though" I said wiping my tears "i'll do my best" Nathan said and soon he left.

The next morning I woke up to stories about Nathan and I, all over the internet.Nathan was the loving uncle taking care of his late brother's fiance and son and I smiled only to have my phone buzzing "hello Nathan" I said "why did you put that picture up for everyone to see, that was a very personal moment, and the caption is setting the media ablaze right now" he replied "I felt like showing the world what a wonderful uncle you are and that Ryan would have a father figure even if Nelson is gone,i'm sorry if you were offended" I said and he sighed "No problem is Ryan up"he asked "No not yet" I said "ok,i'll see him later" he replied cutting the call and I smiled.

I went back to the internet to find conspiracy theories about Nathan and I. Some speculated that he could be Ryan actual father and we are keeping it under wraps.This was so amusing to see.My plan is in motion and I need to think of a permanent solution to laura so I can move forward confidently.