way out of your league

Love or Lust 2

Nathan POV

I don't even think I deserve to be with Natalie with everything my family has put her through.Yes I love her,but with the recent s**t my mom pulled,I don't even have the courage to ask her to be my girlfriend anymore.It's frustrates me to hold her but still be unable to call her mine.It's isn't just s*x for me, it's me showing her in different ways how much I love her and want her to be mine even if I'm not so confident in saying it out loud.I Just wish things aren't as messed up as they are right now.Immediately I got Natalie's text,I send my driver to pick her while I double checked to make sure everything she needed for the night was available.

Finally,I decided to shower just to feel fresh and cause I was tensed.I had just put on my joggers when Natalie arrived. letting her in,I noticed she was tensed too so I asked "what's wrong Natalie" while pulling her into my arms and kissing her."Nothing serious" she whispered just before kissing me back, while caressing my abs."It smells nice in here" she said and I chuckled "That's cause the chef prepared something before leaving,just in case you wanted to eat something" I said then she tensed again as she walked to the kitchen to check what was prepared,I followed sensing how weary she was.Turning to me she said "You didn't have to do all that Nathan,we aren't dating" Placing her on the kitchen counter I said "I know that Natalie,stop overthinking things, I agreed to leaving things the way you want them to be so calm down baby" she nodded and I kissed her, loving how soft her lips are,and savouring how she tastes but she deepened the kiss moaning while her hands kept fumbling with the band of my joggers making my d**k hard.while still kissing her I unhooked her bra, pulling it out of her flimsy gown then I sucked her t**s through the thin fabric of her gown making her moan louder.Pulling her legs apart,I kept sucking,licking and biting her t**s through the tiny fabric on it when I noticed her playing with her p***y with her fingers."No baby,that for me to f**k hard"I said pulling her hands away but she simply pulled my joggers down releasing my hard c**k which she began stroking while moaning.

Trying to get the flimsy gown off her, I ended up ripping it but even she was too horny to care.Latching on to her n*****s,I sucked them greedily while massaging the other."Please f**k me Nathan"she moan which made me groan.sliding her panties to the side I strokes her c**t slowly before sliding my fingers to her p***y feeling how much she was dripping for me "So f*****g wet for me,your p***y is begging for my d**k baby but not yet"I said moving back to her c**t while she moaned loudly begging "Nathan........fuck me now please" pulling her thigh around my hip,she tried pulling me in but I simply carried her to the couch,she tried finger f*****g herself but I didn't let her which was getting her all worked up."Baby this is going be very rough"I said still playing with her c**t and then sending two fingers into her p***y while she moan ,"I don't care just f**k me please....." she said trying to ride my fingers but I pulled out.Before she could whine about it,I slammed the full length of my d**k into her,with how much she was dripping,it went in with ease while she screamed "Oh!!! Yes!! more!!" while I paused but she screamed "If you don't start moving fast I'll......"I cut her off kissing her then slamming into her fast and very rough while she kept groaning my name,"Please don't stop Nathan!!! harder babe!!! mmmmmh!!! Yessssss!!! " she screamed obviously cumming but I was far from done,flipping her so her ass was in the air,I slammed into her p***y again f*****g her hard while playing with her t**s which was jiggling.Fuck! this girl would be the death of me,I thought as I kept slamming into her,she began moaning again,this time trying to cover her mouth so I slapped her ass while pumping in and out of her. This got her screaming,I love s******g her ass so I did it again and again only to feel her p***y tightening around my d**k just before she cummed, squirting,I kept slamming into her and few seconds later I cummed deep inside her moaning "f**k baby,aaaaaah! Fuccccckkkkk!!!!".We collapsed on the couch with me switching our position so Natalie was laying on me.After I caught my breath,I carried her to the bedroom,she was too weak to protest.

I had to practically feed her cause she was too tired and she slept off just as my phone began ringing."Hello Hansel what's up"I asked leaving the room to pick the call even if I'll rather just stay in bed with Natalie."I just feel like s**t" he said "what is going on,I know Joy is back in the apartment with you so what has gotten you all worked up"I asked "That's the issue man,she is back with me but she isn't really cool with me,I can feel the tension,I tried bringing it up but she isn't ready to hear my s**t,I don't want to lose her man.I can feel her withdrawing from me.That girl is my life,I just can't lose her, what should I freaking do to solve this" he asked "I don't know man,my life is also a mess right now.Andre and judah has the best ideas on how to solve s**t like this maybe we need hang out soon" I said exhausted "I really need to figure this out fast,I apologized,I cut Sammy out,what else do I need to do,this is so frustrating" he said "For now,I think you should go back to wooing her,make her feel special and make her know she is the one that can keep your attention"I said not even sure of my advise cause I've got my s**t with Natalie too.After hanging up,I joined Natalie in bed cuddling her while she sighed sleeping off.At night I felt her stirr in my arms then jumped up, asking what time is it.It was one a.m and she didn't plan on spending the night she said."Natalie,I can't let you leave at this time of night. Please baby, I'll drive you home in the morning"I replied "But it just blurrs the line in everyway,this is just s*x, nothing more"she said which hurt me "So if you know this why are you getting worked up about spending the night" I asked "Cause I don't want to get attached to you, it's just lust and I want to keep it that way" she replied "Ok,if that's what you want" I said kissing her "So would you drive me home"she asked "No"I replied "Why would you even say that,I want to go home"she said furious with me "Baby I'll take you home,just not this late, please Natty" "stop calling me that" she said but her t**s were already making me semi hard cause the cover has slipped off her while she was screaming at me.

She kept screaming at me while I stroked my d**k which is now fully erect as her breast was in my face all the while."What the f**k are you doing Nathan,are you even listening to me" she screamed noticing I was staring at her tits."Yea",I replied, just as she pulled the covers to herself exposing my hand stroking my erect c**k while watching her.She stormed off to the bathroom while I went into my imagination thinking about how much I loved s******g her ass as I stroked my d**k faster groaning her name.i didn't notice when she walked in but I felt her hands on my d**k,doing the job for me "Suck my d**k Natty" I groaned and she took me into her mouth licking the crown of my c**k before sucking in,I smirked when she still couldn't take my full length into her mouth without gagging.i couldn't help f*****g her mouth while I watched her finger f**k herself.i flipped her so I can have her ass up,I seem to like this position with her recently,I slammed into her f*****g her p***y,while s******g her ass roughly till we cummed.I smile when I saw her p***y dripping with my c*m then I said "So how did you plan on getting home without clothes" "Shut up Nathan"she said trying to pull away but I wouldn't let her go so we ended up struggling in bed which led to more s*x not that I am complaining.

I made love to her the next morning, very slowly,not allowing her rush this.I felt her tense after.Before she left the car when we got to her apartment she asked "It's still just lust right Nathan, we aren't in love anymore right" I knew she was scared so I said "ssshhh baby, it's what ever you want it to be,stop over thinking things"I said calming her fears even though it's hurts me.At least we are making progress.