way out of your league

Realization 2

Nora POV

Why am I so unlucky when it comes to finding love. It's suppose to be easy for me,I mean I have got everything that a guy would want.I have a good career, i'm financially independent with a banging body and I love to have fun so what else does a guy want and why do I always end up single.I don't get it,I have so much love to give and I wonder why they don't see this.I felt everything was settled with Mason,I played by the rules, listened to everyone and did everything to make it work but I ended up been disrespected and humiliated. What more can I do,I thought.

After a whole month of staying indoors to escape the shame,embarrassment and pity looks from others.My parents encouraged me to go for the house party of one of their business associate who wanted to introduce me to his Nephew.I know i'm hot and I can turn the head of anyone besides I was told this one is more wealthy than Mason's family so I dressed as seductive but elegant with a mission in mind.I got there only to find out that this guy is way older than me not that I mind and but while discussing with him he showed no interest in me at all.I played it off and kept talking but after a while he told me he was married and loves his wife but I corrected him calling her his ex wife.He laughed and said "I find it hard to consider her my ex wife" so being curious i asked "if you love her so much then why did you guys divorce" frowning he replied "We had an accident two years back which left her unable to walk,scared that she won't be enough for me as months went by without any sign of recovery from her,she felt it was better we divorce now while we still love each other than drag it out until we can't stand each other just to still divorce in the end" I left him to mingle a bit,walking to my mum I said "Do you know this guy is divorced and pinning for his ex"she looked at me and nodded then she said "Nora baby,he is a good and loyal guy who didn't even want to divorce his ex wife even if she was crippled but now they are divorced and trust me he has flings once in a while so I know he won't be going back to his crippled ex,work your magic baby and you can have him.I know it seems harsh with the issue of his ex wife and her condition but then the world is harsh, Only the strong survive and sometimes we need to snatch our happiness" I nodded, why should I care about his ex wife who is crippled and obviously can't satisfy him in bed,I have everything he wants and I can get what I want too, besides he is good looking.

I followed him upstairs to a room unnoticed by him,as he walked in unbuttoning his shirt and pulling out his belt,I walked into the room surprising him.I kissed him seductively,at first he was unwilling and weary but I I kept on going and he relaxed, even moaning,I took that opportunity to pull out him d**k, going down I began sucking him till he cummed but I just couldn't swallow it.As he cummed, he called out someone else's name which shocked me we quickly dressed up and he said "That was nice Nora,but like I said before and you totally choose to ignore,I still love Jessica" "I know that but she can't give you this can she,I don't want to taint your memory of her but you have to move on" I said."I know what happened to you,I heard about the story and I know you are trying to move on but not all men are like your ex Nora,Just so you know yes I agreed to stay away from Jessica on the condition she gets the help she needs to walk again which i'm doing but I don't plan on staying away from her forever. Her doctors informed me months back, she is making progress cause she has got little feelings on her legs and as soon as she is ok i'll be back with her,I don't even care if she can't walk, as soon as she realizes i'm not going anywhere,i'll be back with her"he said "You don't mean that, I know for sure" I replied finding what he said shocking.

"I understand the shock you are feeling even my uncle don't get how much I love Jessica that's why he is keeping tabs on me on Jessica's request to make sure I move on, that's why this meeting with you was set up" he replied "At some point,that love would be gone if she can't satisfy you" I replied "I guess you can't understand love,maybe cause you are young.When someone is ready to stick with you despite your flaws and shortcomings that's love,Someone ready to stay by you despite how much you hurt them and push them away,that's love.And someone who can't stand seeing you hurt cause they feel the same pain you do when you're hurt is madly in love with you.When you get that, you cherish,fight for it and never let it go" as he said this all I could think of was Andre so I cried "I know Jessica doesn't want to hurt me,she just feels her condition limits me but now we have something to look foreword to together,we have a surrogate carrying our child and that bond keeps us together" he said just as his phone began ringing I saw the picture on the screen and name and I knew that was his ex wife.

He picked and an excited voice said "Hello Lukas,you won't believe what happened today, I was able to walk with the help of crushes and a little bit of assistance" "oh my,God baby that's great new,I was just told last month via voice message that you've got feeling on your legs" he said excited "Actually, that happened months back but I was only comfortable telling you last month,I didn't want to give you false hope,the doctors said with lots of physiotherapy I can walk again" she said excited "why would you wait that long to inform me baby" Luka said with his voice breaking "I didn't want you to stop exploring other options for you when I wasn't sure,I want you to be happy and enjoy life" she said and the tears flowed on his eyes then he said "And now?" the line was quiet for a while then I heard her say "I want you back,I know I told your uncle to set up a date for you with someone else and you might have slept with her which I expect but I want you back" she said crying "I've always been yours,I was just waiting for you to realize that,whether you can walk or not.i'm coming over now" he said soon he cut the call and I walked towards him hugged him,congratulating him.

It took a heart to heart discussion with an absolute stranger for me to realize I had found love all along and I took it for granted thereby losing it.I want it back for good now,and I would stop at nothing to get it back.