Lily I loved this man. No words could describe how I felt about him. I’d seen how broken he was. He just wanted to be loved. He was protective of me because he didn’t want to lose something important to him. “You know,” he started. “I thought I was sick even though I constantly telling myself this is normal. For me to scared every single guy who wants to get close to you will take you away from me. I hurt you because, in that way, you will always remember me.” He put his hands on my shoulders and slowly unwrapped me from him. Looking straight into my eyes, he stated, “You’re right. I was such a f*****g loser for doing that to you five years ago, Lily. I shouldn’t have done that. I’m really sorry about that. I never meant that to happen. I was just scared of losing you. I didn’t want any

