Rejected but still desired

Dolled up

Selena POV:

Ro was back and she was yet again styling me up. It seemed that whatever Raze wanted, he got but my question was why? I needed to find out what was going on in the pack and what it had to do with me? I was wearing a very revealing black strapless dress that showed off so much cleavage that even I was surprised that I had that much. The dress had a high slit that travelled up my thigh and Ro had curled my red hair evenly, letting it cascade down my back and shoulder. I was given a diamond choker to wear, with matching tear drop earrings and bracelets. It was a bit shocking to he dressed in such fine and precious jewels when I was just a maid in this house. Again, I felt this unsettling feeling. Ro helped me slip on a pair of sparkling diamond heels and then right on cue there was a knock on the door. My heart was beating in my ears and a giant lump had formed in my throat, "don't be scared," said Ro and then she went to open the door. My legs felt wobbly and I felt like wrapping my arms around myself to hide my exposed chest. "Wow!" Exclaimed Raze, his eyes glowed red again but this time I wondered if it was in my head or a reflection of the light. I knew that I was wrong both times but still, with the truth so far away, anything could be true. "You look beautiful Selena," he complimented me as he stepped into my bedroom, I watched his eyes scan my personal space. I scoffed at him, "lets get this over with! I have plans!" I mouthed off to him, using my irritation to hide my fear. Raze scared me, he scared me more than the Eastern Moon Pack scared me. He scared me more than the the whip, Isaac and the Alpha combined and the worst part was that I did not know why. I watched his smile falter before again, he put out his arm and I took it and he escorted me out. As we walked the long corridor, it was deathly silent except for the sound of my heels against the floor. "So, you will be eighteen in two weeks," smiled Raze, there was something about that smile that I couldn't place. I nodded. "What are your plans for after?" He asked, his question caught me off guard and he noticed, I shook my head, "nothing. I am an omega there is not much for me besides to continue my work." The lie came easy but my voice had cracked with unpreparedness for his question. He looked at me, his amber eyes seeing right through me. "Selena!" Rang Ethan's voice, he stood at the end of the hall and looked on at me. His face was scrunched up in anger, "what are you doing?" He asked, his tone accusatory. I immediately grew defensive, "I'm going to dinner!" I snapped annoyed at being interrogated. He took a step towards us and then his eyes glared at Raze, "why are you still here!?" He growled, "slow down pup," chuckled Raze, "we wouldn't want you to be writhing on the floor again, now do we?" He asked with a devious smirk, clearly enjoying the rise he was getting out of Ethan. "Ethan stop!" I commanded and I watched as both their eyes flickered to me, "just let it go. I will be back for my chores after dinner," I said as I stared at him intently as I tried to communicate my meeting with him at the cliffs. I wasn't sure if he understood but I needed him to calm down. He looked at Raze one more time and then at me for a moment longer before turning around and walking away. I wanted to run after him but I knew it was foolish to feel that way and I wasn't sure I knew why I was feeling this why. Raze on the other hand was smiling like he knew a secret and I felt a familiar shiver crawl up my spine. His hand snaked around my waist and gripped me firmly into him, "you're all mine tonight." I felt myself swallow as he lead us to his room, where we would be having dinner. "Why are you here Raze?" I asked, deciding to take advantage of the circumstance and to keep the awkward silence away, he smiled as he looked down at me and his finger found a curl, "for business." Again he flashed his cold smile and I knew that I should back down but I just couldn't, "what kind of business?" I asked and he pulled at the curl in his finger, forcing me closer to him, "just waiting to settle an investment return." His words confused me and the smell of his peppermint breath on my face was overwhelming and disarming. "Okay," I breathed out as I looked at his lips, his pink perfect lips that seemed to be pulling me into a trance. "We are here." He announced, clearly noticing where my eyes were fixated, I blushed as I pushed myself off and he opened the door to the largest room that I had ever seen. "Do come in," he smirked, I took a tentative step inside the magnificent space as he pulled up a chair for me to sit at. I took my seat as he continued to watch me, taking in his room. "So, I will be leaving here in two weeks, the night of your birthday actually, would you care to join me?" His question had caught me off guard and it showed because my face now reflected a deer caught in headlights.