My 1000-years love

I was taken to a deep space billions of light years away from home. From which there is no return. I was told I was now obligated to love: Him, his home, his empire. I was told I was a nobody, tried to tear me down, kill me, r**e me, betray me. But I survived it all. I uncovered my story and my essence. I became one of the most powerful beings in his empire. I am Hagnarath T-Drag of Earth. And this is my story. INTRO One day, during the big bang, or perhaps much later, regions of space other than the void appeared. And they were not quarks, or atoms, or molecules, but something else. With a small electrical discharge that had no mass, no shape, and no clear boundaries... little grains of separated from the overall Great Consciousness. They existed in all one hundred and eight dimensions of Space and Time, flew wherever they wanted to go, and learned what they wanted to know. Because the Creator in His great Love gave them freedom of Will. As a good parent gives a ticket to an adult life to a beloved child after several years, does not prevent him/her from developing, self-determining, making mistakes, falling, getting up, starting all over again, searching for himself/herself. They were created only to be the object of His Love, not to be subordinates, toys or pets, but free favorite children. Just as every parent has different children, so the Consciousnesses used the choice given to them in completely different ways. Someone, having gained the experience of a separate existence, returned to the absolute great Field, bringing his conscious Love there as well. And some, floundering through dimensions and spaces, made mistakes, accumulated them, which made their mass getting heavier and heavier, and soon they could not travel in all layers, subspaces and worlds. Some became so heavy that they asked the Creator to create bodies for them in order to travel. Some could exist in some dimensions, some in others. Sometimes these worlds overlapped, and sometimes not at all. Of course, such small and heavy consciousness-creatures, settling into a new body, immediately forgot about all their past experiences, about all their travels and acquaintances - this was the price of further existence in the manifested world and the price of moving Home. Many consciousnesses, remembering their common past, when they were a part of the whole, aspired to gather together. The loneliness of a soul wandering in endless darkness was the most terrible agony. They had been searching for each other all their lives, feeling lonely in a crowd of familiar strangers and longing for encounters with their pasts. They looked forward to meeting those with whom they felt at home on any planet and in any dimension, their loved ones, their original family, those whose feelings for them were especially vivid, long, deep, those with whom they wanted to join hands forever on the way to their common home. One of such planets where the souls lived was Earth, in cosmic nomenclature called Gaia. The souls settled there were so heavy that the bodies created for them could only exist in three spatial dimensions. Their civilization was as primitive as it was prone to the destruction of what they themselves did not even create.