Thea I knew I couldn’t avoid the ceremony forever, but I more I put it off the more I worried. Luke hadn’t pushed it, like the saint he was, but he had mentioned it enough for me to know he wasn’t letting it go. Each evening we discussed Jackson. His behaviour was unpredictable to say the least, but he was clearly frustrated with the babysitting. One could say it was needed as he didn’t seem to care who he upset anymore. I was spending this evening trying to convince Luke to leave me here and head home, I would follow once I had helped Iris. I had been tempted just to go to Blue Moon soon anyway. She couldn’t hold in much longer and I was getting cabin fever treading on eggshells around Jackson. It was clear that the person he blamed for as himself but something between us had chang

