Haven Lazaro.
"Mom! NO!!"
I woke up breathing heavily.. I had that dream again. A nightmare most specifically.
I saw my mom lying on the hospital bed looking pale and lifeless and my kid self is begging her not to leave.. My father cries and begs too.
But she said hindi nya na kaya.. That we should let her go.. Her breathing becoming heavier and heavier every second. Yung mga aparatong nakakabit dito ay nagtutunugan na din. And i despise that sound. Dahil pinapaalala noon sa akin na one of the person i treasure the most is dying.. Most importantly, in front of me.
My mom cries and say That both of us me and dad, should be happy when she's gone. She wants us to continue live life without her.. That dad should love again.
Napapikit ako nung muling maalala iyon.
How can she said those?
