Eric How the hell did everything get so screwed up? One minute I’m in my room cuddling with Jill, the next I in a f*****g hotel room hiding from the press. I got a crazy woman trying to put a wedge between me and Jill. She is desperately trying to ruin the progress I have with Jill. If I could time travel, I would definitely not sleep with Maria had I known the girl was nuts. Today, instead of going to class, I’m in a f*****g courtroom. I'm not even in the actual courtroom, I’m in this stupid room with a table waiting to be called to the stand. I can’t call or text anyone. So I can’t even see how Jill is doing or if Maria pulled anything. This f*****g sucks. Im drumming my fingers on this stupid table, waiting for Big John to get back into this room. He got called first to testify in

