Gia
I am probably going to regret this. I can’t lose John. He truthfully is the best thing that ever happened to me.
I heard the pain in his voice when I called. He is right. I should be there supporting him, and I am not. I was all about me and my fears. These fears are what's tearing us apart. John is right.
So sitting on a plane, flying out to surprise John. If I face my past, I face my past. I need to embrace a future with John. Even if that means it will be in California.
I got a ride to the hotel I knew John was at. When I got to the lobby, I called him.
“Gia? What’s wrong?” He asked as soon as he picked up the call.
“I’m here.” I told him.
“What do you mean you are here?” He asked.
“I’m in the lobby of the hotel.” I told him.
“Gia, please don’t be joking.” He said.
“I’m
