Macey I don’t belong here. I blame a moment of weakness on my part for agreeing to come to the Kolowski anniversary party. I just enjoyed Helen Kowlowski’s warmth to me at the game. Maybe I was selfish because for once it seemed she just wanted me there and wasn’t for what my last name is. My whole life I have been around footballers and not once have I ever been in their homes for a party. This is definitely a first for me. I’m watching Mikey, Liam, and Andi’s husband just laugh and act like they are brothers. I can’t believe they've been friends since college and are still friends today, even though they live states apart and are rivals on the field now. I have never had a relationship like that. Just weird seeing those guys are like that. As I’m looking around the house at the

