Gia
I was at Sandra’s place. I called her after my chat with Andi. I am so hurt and confused. I really don’t know what to do.
She suggested I stay with her a few days as John moved out for San Francisco. I can’t watch him move. It really hurts knowing it’s not just for his career, it’s the end for us as well.
I was lying on the bed in her guest room. Sandra came in with a mug in her hand.
“I made some chamomile tea.” She told me.
“Thanks.” I said sitting up in bed.
“Hey, I know this is rough. But it will get better.” Sandra told me.
“I think I’m more upset at myself that I didn’t just tell John everything. I’m so scared I lost him that my fear is what lost him. If that makes any sense.” I told her.
“Not going to lie, yeah you messed up there. But I also think Dean messed you up in
