Andi I can’t believe John did this for me. He didn’t have to go through all this trouble, but he did. Especially since he has his own issues he is dealing with. Gia is going to have a fit if she finds out I am going to be living with John for one month, assisting him. There is nothing between me and him, though I will admit, I think he is cute, and maybe I had a few dreams about him. But he is off limits, I know this. He is like an older brother, who just happens to be hot. This is what I told myself. I would be lying if I said I was not nervous about being with John for a month. Why am I nervous? Because it’s me and him. I mean I know Jimmy’s partner will be with us, but I have never actually lived with a man before, other than my brother. * I made it out to San Francisco a week lat

