Jill
Eric surprised me by hugging me right here in class. I broke away from him and looked up at him.
“I have to go.” I said to him.
Eric nodded his head and said, “Go, we will talk later.”
I left him, I had so much running through my mind. I know I need to talk to Eric, right now I just couldn’t. I am afraid to find out this is just a game to him.
As I walked towards my house, my mind was racing. I know where these insecurities are coming from. I have been in two relationships and both guys used me.
Everytime I had feelings for a guy, I ended up deeply hurt. I’m either a dirty secret, or I got used. It isn’t just what Maria said, it’s my past with men too that suddenly has me all up in my head.
I got back to my house and felt my phone vibrating in my pocket. I looked and saw it w
