Loving You

Chapter 1 |Little Red| [Zanthus] When I was young , I used to be a good kid . I used to love playing with my sister , help my mother and respect my father . Years later when I grew up . My tendency to listen to someone changed . I no longer wish to be told what to do . I do not wish to be commanded . My father taught me how to make people kneel before you . He taught me how to be the strongest in the eyes of people so they know who they are messing with . I held a gun and shot a perfect aim when I was seventeen. He taught me . My father is a business man . Rough and committed to his work . He goes straight down to business no emotions . He has only had one women by his side who was my mother . She suffers his anger sometimes . I have seen his raging eyes towards her . But I don't understand that women . She never gets scared . My father told me . Scaring is our work . Getting scared is our weakness . He made sure I was turned into his son before introducing me to others . I had to learn how to be the one to rule between thousands of men . I had to be the strongest . The ruthless . Only then do we get the respect we deserve . I turn Twenty next month . I do not work under my father but work with him . The only thing getting in my way is that I finish my studies and then do whatever and however I want to rule my own underworld . I slam my car door shut and walk in the university. The people around turn away making me feel proud . "Zanthus " I didn't look only walked ahead . "I goods are in " Caleb said . "Well what are you waiting for . Send them up " I spoke and he nodded walking away . I sat down on my desk and leaned back . This was the first time I was attending a class in this month . I could easily get the attendance I need but why not roam around a bit . The shitty classes had me clench my jaw and I walked out the university cursing . Racing and killing was better than sitting for hours of bullshit they speak . I was about to step out the gates when I saw her . The girl in a red dress . She was sitting on the stairs . With her phone in her hands . Her ears blocked with headphones as her eyes roamed over a book . My eyes linger over her legs . Her skin below knees was exposed . Her hair black . Her skin milky white . I didn't waste my time . My mouth formed a smirk and walk to her . [Ambriose] I had promised my mother to love her unconditionally unless she forced me to do something I did not wish to . But then she did . She reminded me of how cruel your parents can be for money . I traced the letters of the pages on the book . The offwhite colour reminded me of my grandmother . I was close to her . Very close . Mother didn't like it . My mother hated her . She never understood my grandma better than me . She never figured my grandma was lonely . I had my headphones on while I sat on the stairs of the ground . My eyes roaming over the letters . I wasn't reading . I was only observing . Because that's what I did went I missed someone . Today I missed my mother . I hate myself for my own emotions towards her . I missed her when she was away . But hated her when I was away from her . My body jumped as a heavy body sat next to me . I look towards that man to see him texting of his phone . He had a stubble . Brown hair . Muscular . I could see his biceps bulge . I gulp looking away . I had no place to sit but the stairs. Because I skipped my class I was waiting for my brother to pick me up . I divert my eyes to my book and concentrated on it . Until I heard my phone ring . He was here . I take my backpack and slowly stand up . Making sure my dress covered me properly so the guy beside couldn't stare at my legs . I should've worn something different. The dress I worn was red . I made me stick out as my friend said . But I wanted to stick out . Somehow how feel good . Because it was my birthday. "That's a pretty colour " The man beside me spoke and I look back . My eyes running to his black ones . He had black eyes . The rarest colour . "T-Thank you " I spoke and he smirked . "You name " He asking making it clear that I should answer . "Ambriose " I reply . He nodded and I smile for some reason . He didn't look that well . He had messy hair . He had hair on his face . His jaw was damn sharp and he look like someone who can be very rude . He was huge . Something I never liked . I like guys with a cute look . Someone who would make me laugh and seem friendly. However this man who was the only 'guy' who spoke to me in the entire semester was not someone I wanted to talk to . "Well bye " I whispered not wanting to seem rude and make him angry . We all know what angry men do . I sat in the car closing the door . "We have to pick up something from the supermarket " he said and handed me a paper and I laugh . "You can't remember this much ?" I asked . "I don't remember that vegetables s**t " he said and I laugh . "One day you will have to remember it because you will have a wife " I said and he smiled . I walked into the house and went straight for my bed . "Get ready by seven we are going for dinner okay ?" I nod closing my eyes . I woke up at five and ate some fruits while doing my homework before getting ready . When I get down i was greeted by my aunt and uncle . I hug her and she kissed my cheek . I was then taken to nice dinner by them . "Dear . Now that you turn eighteen I have to say something. You have grown up into a fine women . I know I hate talking about this but we have got to discuss about what will happen from tomorrow " My body froze . "Aunty" I called and she sighs . "Don't worry you will always be safe with us . We aren't letting you go anywhere " Uncle spoke while Kaden , held my hand over the table . "As you brother I promise . We are not letting them force you into this again . But they will come . Asking for you . Just remember, if you don't want this then we will support you . " he said and I nodded . I sigh closing my eyes and letting the cold wind hit my cheeks . My hands were freezing due to the coldness but I kept walking . I saw a black car zoom pass while I walk . But I never thought I would see the same guy who sat next to me step out . He was wearing a shirt . Only a shirt with pants . How could stay warm ? It was freezing outside . I bite my lip some how my eyes still on him . I noticed it . My body reacting to his eyes . As he looked at me . I have never felt attracted to a guy with hair on his face . I have never felt attracted to a guy with muscular body . Never have I talked to any guy from this school . Since I think I am not as attractive to them . But he . He made me look at him . He was really gorgeous . He smirked walking to me and I step back biting my lip . Was he coming to me ? Why ? I felt myself freeze on the ground as he walked in my direction . I was afraid for an unknown reason . I wanted to move but my eyes couldn't divert from his face . He stood in front of me as his hands rested in his pockets . " Hello little red " he said . "H-Hi" I replied . Chapter 2 |Beautiful Eyes|- 1 [Zanthus] As I drove to the gates I spotted my girl walking towards the gates with her eyes down . As soon as I step out my car I walk to her . I saw her already looking at me with her hands fidgeting with themselves and I close our distance .My eyes only gazing into her beautiful eyes "Hello Little Red " I smirk greeting my girl as softly as I could . I haven't greeted anyone in years like this . However I was glad she didn't run away . "H-Hi" She said and It a sparked a need inside me . To just protect her . She was so small . So fucken cute and beautiful. "Well let me leave you to your class then my little red " I said grabbing her hand . But she pulled it away instantly making me snap my head back and glare . She gave her lower lip a bite making me growl in pleasure in my mind. "I-It’s okay . I can walk myself " she said and I smirk again . "Let me " I said and grabbed her hand . This time tighter so she couldn't get away and pulled her in the doors , I could feel her shiver as she walked with me . I feel how nervous she was . That's how people were near me . Afraid and nervous. But I want this girl to smile . She walked with me while people looked over us and I look at my girl to see her looking down . I will kill the motherfuckers for upsetting my girl . Damn . For the second day of meeting her I sure was possessive . But something about her made me think I had to be close . I was attached . And she won't be able to get away cause I surely will make her attached to me . "Do you have any friends? " I ask . She looked up stopping at the locker . "Umm, o-one i guess . She sits with me everyday " I nodded keeping my hand on the locker beside her face and she looked at me with her big wide eyes . "Is it a boy or a girl ?" I asked .If it’s a boy . He is gonna get some warnings from me "A girl " she replied . I smiled approving . "Well then see you later little red " I said but before I could take another step she spoke with her soft voice . "Ambriose" she said and hummed leaning in . Internally I was grinning by the look on her face . Her cheeks were much pink than before . "My name is Ambriose " she said . "I know . And I am Zanthus " I said . She looked up . "Zanthus " she called and I hummed again . "I-I am late" she stuttered again and I chuckled letting her go and watch her run through the hallway . So beautiful. I was sure that I wanted her now . No guy will touch her . She is now under my eyes and will stay under my eyes until she herself tries to run away . Not that she can . [Ambriose] The conversation with him was stressful . My stomach was flipping pancakes every time he leaned in to listen to me . I had only seen him twice but I was happy that he was talking to me . But my fear was still fogging around as he came near me . "Why were you talking to a senior? " Betty asked and I bite my lip . "He wanted to drop me to my locker " I reply . She leaned away giving out a sigh . "You should be careful . I have seen him getting in fights on the ground . He is one of the people who sit on there bikes near the gates and smoke " My head shot up . "Smoke ?" I ask and she nodded . He smokes ! He smokes . No no no . I shake my head . I should stay away from him . Not that everyone who smokes is a bad person . But I do not like them generally. It’s a bad thing I walked out my class and took my bag walking out the gates . My eyes turn to the ground . I saw those boys . Six of them laughing and chatting with girls around them smoking as well . I saw them drinking and look away . They must be seniors . Who would be allowed to drink at the age of eighteen on the grounds of this university? Not that the faculty was anywhere near strict . Even the teacher missed tons of lectures they had to give . Chapter 3 |Beautiful Eyes|- 2 [Ambriose] My eyes roam around when someone whispered in my ears making me jerk away . "Hello" My heart was now beating so fast and loud that I could hear it . My stomach flipped both in fear and surprise and when I look back my legs lightly shivered . "Who are you waiting for after your classes?" He asked . I gulp looking at his neck because I had no strength to look into his deep dark eyes . They made me scared . He raised his eyebrows as he got no answer . I stuttered because i was startled . "I-I , My b-brother " He nodded looking away then back at me . There was a moment of silence until I decided to walk away when he spoke again . "You sure your brother is coming red ?" He asked and I nodded looking down . We waited and he finally let out a growl making me step a little back by looking at his pissed off face . I bite my lip holding a whimper as he clenched his jaw . "Fucken s**t . How much do you have to wait ?" He asked in anger . "S-Sorry . I-I , you can go . No need to w-wait with me " I said in fear . His sighs . "No need to apologise little red . I don't want fuckers looking at my girl . I am not angry on you " he spoke . My ears caught it . My girl . He said something like that didn't he ?