I was looking at the princess cut engagement ring Rowan gave me before he left for Boston for Marc’s surprise engagement and wedding. For once since he left a day ago, I could not help but feel like he left because he wanted to avoid me. I was afraid I am being a burden to him since that night.
Good for him… being you with must have drained him… he did everything he could to keep you safe but were you grateful? No! You had to poke him in a place where it wasn’t needed!
Huh! My conscience was on point… I don’t deserve to be with him anymore, I only seem to make things hard on him. Why am I doing this again? Was this really worth it? Was staying here, not leaving, worth it anymore? Was the cost of this façade his feelings and mine? Were any of us supposed to get this hurt?
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