Sunday night could not come too soon for me. I wished I could understand Rowan more compared to what I already know. Just when I thought I had him figured out, he’d shut me out like I was a stranger.
You are though... sigh, I know I am. You don't have to remind me inner thoughts.
My friends didn’t have to know the turmoil I had inside. They thought everything about us was fine like rainbows because Rowan had dropped me off and greeted them last night. He acted like he wasn’t cold towards me and even kissed me on the cheeks in front of them.
Why would he do that? Why would he confuse you more? For once, I think my consciousness understood me well, why would he? Did I ever do something to him? Did I upset him with my words?
Sighing, I curled the ends of my hair and looked at myself in th
