Rowan The days and weeks passed by and I would be lying if I said I wasn’t nervous. In between those days, I found out Ryan had accidentally met Sofea a few times. I know it won’t be him if he didn’t insult her. She didn’t tell me but I could tell something was bothering her as there were times where she was acting more distracted than usual. Sometimes I don’t understand what she sees in him. Why still pin on him if he was hurting her with his harsh words? Why hope for him to come for her when it seemed to me, Ryan was giving up? He seemed changed. I wasn’t sure if it was a good kind or a bad kind. He might not say it, but he does not seem to believe me when I told him he could have my spot on the wedding day, as he requested. It was something I pondered for a while. Sure, I hated the i

