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Chapter Twelve

'What if I told you she tried to r**e me?' Sher said next blasted a bomb on her head whereas her spoon stopped in middle of air, her eyes widen with shock while she freeze on her place then she slowly moved her head and looked at him who was seriously looking at her.

'Y....you got raped......' Nora was saying when he cut her off

'I said she tried to r**e me, not that She actually rape.' Sher said and she nodded her head still looking at him shocked.

'Is it really shocking if I say as a man she tried to r**e me? That is way I was not telling to anyone. That is a reason I don't want to talk about it. r**e is forceful s****l act done on someone without their permission then why it can't be women doing on man.' Sher said while sighing loudly and she was looking at him then their was silence between them while she was still shocked looking at him when he leaned back tiredly on chair and closed his eyes.

'I really didn't like it that she touched me. I am feeling disgusted and .....dirty. It's been a week

But I am still feeling disgusted.' Sher whispered said and she was looking at him.

'Last Monday after finishing my news I change my clothes and was about to walked out to come home when she came toward him. She ask me to come with her and I thought she might want to talk to about work so I followed her. She stopped in front of store room then entered and I confused entered as well. I was confused looking at her when she looked at me and confessed her love. I was shocked and was quietly starting at her then reject him. I said sorry and was about to turned over to walk out when she got of my hand and turned me over. Her eyes were filled with anger and before I could say anything. She got hold of me and start tying to kiss me. I was shocked but then I start pushing her and she start getting strong as well but I am man so off course because of my physical strength she can't beat me but it was really disgusted of her. I came out it took and now I every day have to read news with her and she is not at all guilty on her act. She always looking at him as if she will get a chance she would jump on me. I never see a women like her, I never knew they even exist in this world. I have to read news with her everyday and I don't know how to deal with her. She always looking at me, always telling me she loves me and wants to marry me. I don't know how to handle her.' Sher said and their was so much helplessly in his voice then their was silence again and after few minutes he spoke up again.

'I have taken so many baths and every time she touches me I take bath but that disgust feeling is still there. I really don't know what to do....I don't know how to get rid of that memories and her touched.' Sher said again helplessly

'Did she gave you all those mark on your arms and neck?' Nora asked and he nodded his head in yes still his eyes were closed when she felt her picking up his arm then rolled up his shirt. He thought she was just looking at his scars or most probably will soon put medicine on them. Well he excepting this much from her as much he know her. He thought but then next second he felt her lips on his arm. His eyes flew opened and he shocked looked at her whose eyes were closed while she trailer down kisses on his scar softly and carefully. He was wide eyes shocked looking at her when she looked up at him.

'Is that feel better?' She asked innocently while he was just shocked looking at her.

'Do you still feel disgusted. She gave your these scar with wrong intension would my good intension make you feel it better. Instead looking at them remembering that she force herself on you will you instead remember them that I kiss you here.' Nora said and he was still speechless sitting there.

'Do you feel better that I touch you here?' Nora asked and without wasting any second he nodded his head in yes. Nora smiled then stood up then moved and sat down in his lap.

'Where else she hurt you?' Nora asked seriously whereas he was dumbfounded looking at her when she moved her hand and opened his shirt top two buttons.

'I thought you will feel disgusted from me. You will think Is I am not even man enough to save myself. Or how on earth some women can tried to r**e me when I am man myself.' Sher said whereas she shook her head in no while trailer down finger on his scar on his neck then looked at him.

'Will you have left me if someone would have actually rape.......' She was saying when he put his finger on her lips

'Shhhh....don't say it.' He said while shook away his head in no and she sighed

'It is not your fault. Shatyan can take over on anyone doesn't matter wether it's male or female. We are all human being.' Nora said then smiled and moved. She put her lips on his neck. She kissed down his scar as if it was most beautiful thing on his whole body and their was difference between the way she was touching him and the way she touches him. He can felt it, he thought while his eyes closed and his heart was beating rapidly in his chest and she can felt beautifies in her stomach when she stopped kissing and he slowly opened his eyes because he felt something wet on his shirt

'Nora are you crying?' He asked softly and she nodded her head in yes then put her head in his neck.

'Why?' Sher asked

'Because you was in pain from past whole week and I didn't even know about it. You was in pain and I was not there for you.' Nora said then put her arms around his neck and started crying loudly. He sighed then put his arm around her waist.

'No...it's my fault I didn't tell you about it. I should have share with you. I am sorry Nora for not trusting you.' Sher confessed and she kept crying loudly while he started rubbing on her back to calm her down.

'I really love you....really really love you.' Nora confessed while crying and he closed his eyes then hugged her more tightly moving her closer to him but didn't answered back to her or return back same to her and she was not anyway excepting him to say back He love her too.

'I told you everything but don't do anything now, Okay Nora.' Sher said

'But I can do anything for you.' Nora said and he started smiling then they sat their in silence just hugging each other and after a while Nora slowly stopped crying as well.

'I want to take stand against her but her reputation will be ruin as well. I really don't know what to but you don't know anything stupid now, okay.' Sher said again to show he was serious about her not doing anything whereas she moved and looked at him while they looked at each other.

'Don't worry I won't do anything stupid......' Nora said and he nodded his head and was about to smiled when she spoke up.

'......because I am going to do something crazy. I don't give damn about her reputation or her anyway. What mistakes you make in your life you have to pay for them. If you make mistakes then you are one who should take responsibility.' Nora said while smiling and he seriously looked at her.

'No...you are not doing anything?' Sher said as a warning and she smiled

'I was only joking.' She said while smiling whereas he narrowed his eyes on her.

'I am serious.' Sher said

'I am serious as well.' Nora said and smiled again whereas he sighed then looked away.

'Come on now eat.' Nora said and he looked at her.

'You don't want to eat.' Sher asked and shook her head in no then moved her head and put it back on his neck.

'I just want to look at you while you will eat.' Nora said and he looked at who was looking at him whereas he sighed then started eating without arguing with her while she was staring at him. After about five minute she finished eating then looked at her and her eyes were closed as if she was sleeping. He stared at her intensely then started smiling.

'I think I am getting greedy for you Nora? How it was so easy for you to take my all worries away. How you can make me happy so easily. How just with your stare you can make me feel so beautiful. How just with your kisses you can make me feel out of this world. How you can understand my pain without me even saying anything to you. How you can love me still madly when I never even said back I love you when you say to me you love me. I want you to stay with me day and night. I want no distance between us now. I want to keep you all for myself. Do you think is it right to be greedy like this?' Sher said then moved and put his lips on her forehead. He softly kissed on her forehead then moved and hugged her tightly.

'Then finish all distances between us. Accept me as your wife, finish every single distance between us, Will you do it Sher?' Nora whispered asked softly but their was sincerity in her voice while his eyes widen and he freeze on his place. He thought she was sleeping whereas Nora started smiling even she didn't received any reply because she knew he must be so embarrassed right now.

'What ever you said me to right now, shall I take that as a love confession?' Nora asked softly whereas he came back in his senses.

'I...I am finished eating....I will drop you off at your house.' Sher said changing the topic and she loudly sighing knowing he just changed the topic.

'What if I don't want to go then.....' Nora asked this time teasingly and he sighed

'Nora stop it. It is getting late. Come on and get up.' Sher said and she sighed

'Pick me up and take me to car. I don't want to walk.' Nora said again while smiling.

'Nora, there  is no time for you to joke around. Now get up.' Sher said seriously

'Who said I am joking. I am very much comfortable here and can stay here for whole night. You pick me up and take me to car.' Nora said like a child totally teasing him and Sher sighed but stayed quiet. Nora sighed and was about to moved to got up because she had teased him enough when he got up while picking her up in bridal style. She surprised looked at him while he came out from his apartment and walked towards his car. 

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