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Chapter Nineteen

Sher climbed up the stairs slowly and started walking. He stopped in front of the door then loudly sighed. He don't wanted to face his father right now but he can't ram off either. His father specially call him today as he said he wanted him to meet someone which he was not interested  but nevertheless he was here. Sher sighed then knocked on the door and entered inside. Mr Ra'is looked up and on seeing him he smiled then stood up. Sher walked inside and they greeted each other.

'Why you call me?' Sher asked getting straight to the point.

'Sir down first.' Mr Ra'is said and Sher sighed but then without a word he sat down.

'I want you to meet her today.' Mr Ra'is said and Sher confused looked up towards him.

'The women I want to marry.' Mr Ra'is said next and Sher clenched his fist angrily while looking at him coldly.

'Did she already agree to marry you?' Sher asked and Mr Ra'is sighed then shook away his head.

'I have not ask her yet. I want your approval first.' Mr Ra'is said and Sher sarcastically smiled

'My approval as if you care. You never ask my approval before.' Sher said sarcastically

'Because I am serious this time.' Mr Ra'is said and he just sarcastically smiled. Mr Ra'is sighed then picked up the phone.

'Send her in.' Mr Ra'is said then cut off the phone while the silence took place between them. Sher kept playing with his fingers while waiting

'Don't behave rude in front of her.' Mr Ra'is said while giving him advice and he hurtfully looked at him. He already hate her. He hate every single women in his father's life. Sher thought hatefully when a knock happen on the door and then he heard the door opening sound. He really wanted to ran off from here. He don't wanted to face her or anyone .

'Did you call me Sir?' A women said in a soft voice and his eyes widen while his heart started beating rapidly whereas Mr Ra'is smiled and nodded his head. Sher stayed still on his place not daring to looked back because that voice he can recognised between million voices and if he was right about that voice then it was end for him. His hands started shaking when he heard his father speaking.

'Please meet my son Sher Musa and Sher she is Miss........' Mr Ra'is was saying when he slowly stood up and turned over towards her while gaining courage .

'.....Miss Nora Bismillah.' Mr Ra'is completed their introduction and they both were looking at each other. Nora was surprised looked at him while he was shocked staring at her. Mr Ra'is also stood up while looking at them then walked stopped next to Sher.

'How is she? You seems really surprised.' Mr Ra'is whispered asked only from him while smiling. Nora smiled and was about to spoke up when she heard him.

'You want to marry her?' Sher asked shocked while looking at his father and Nora eyes widen.

'Sher....I told you she don't know about it yet.' Mr Ra'is whispered said looking at him and Nora confused looked between them.

'You want me to believe that. You want to marry her and you are making her meet me but you say she did not even know about it.' Sher screamed while losing his control and Nora was shocked looking at him.

'Sher stop it.' Mr Ra'is screamed back on his sudden rude tone

'Why?' Sher screamed back

'I know you are not ready yet. I know she is really young but you no need to disrespect her or blame her.' Mr Ra'is said and Sher looked at him the sarcastically started laughing.

'Young? Age difference?' Sher said while sarcastically laughing when Mr Ra'is looked at his son so not good situation then sighed and slowly moved towards him

'I know You have problem giving your mother place to someone else but try to understand.' Mr Ra'is said and he stopped sarcastically laughing and looked at him while shook his head

'You can't marry her....No....No....you can never marry her.....not today...not ever.....not after even dying.' Sher said in a broken tone and Mr Ra'is looked at him while Nora felt everything around her was freeze. She was not getting the idea what was happening and what they were talking and with their each words she was feeling her breaths were stopping.

'Why I can't marry her? Stop it Sher. Enough of this drama now. You are making everything awkward. I never knew you will react this extreme.' Mr Ra'is said while getting angrily whereas then he looked towards Nora and was about to spoke up when Sher cut him off.

'Because she is my wife.' Sher whispered said softly and Mr Ra'is looked at him.

'What did you say?' Mr Ra'is asked

'I said because she is my wife.' Sher screamed this time while looked towards his father who freeze on his place.

'You can never marry her because she is my wife...she is my wife....your son's wife. you are her mehram....her mehram....' Sher screamed and Mr Ra'is was standing like a status looking at him and Nora also freeze shocked looking at them.

'Disgusting....Disgusting......' Sher said while screaming then moved and throw away the files from the table on the floor and tears started coming out from his eyes.

'Disgusting...Disgusting....Disgusting.....' Sher kept saying while throwing whatever come in his way on the floor while he was crying. Looking at his such a bad situation tears started coming out from Nora's eyes as well while Mr Ra'is was still shocked standing on his place. He felt he never will be able to do anything anymore. The feeling he had for her went out of his heart like a wind out of the window. Nothing was left within a second except disgusting and lowly feeling. He felt attached towards her when he first time saw because she resemble Sher's mother. He think about her. He wanted to marry her only because of he resembling Sher's mother but never was in love but that thought that she was his son's wife was making him felt disgusted over himself. Is this was his punishment to live forever with this disgusting feeling? Mr Ra'is thought.

'Did you know he was my father?' Sher screamed asking first time from Nora who quickly shook away her head while Mr Ra'is came back in his sense but still was freeze on his place.

'I never knew that. He is like a father to me...He.....' Nora was saying when he cut her

'He is your father not like a father. Did you hear me?.....He is your father because he is my father. Got it?' Sher shouted while cutting her off and she stopped and looked at him who looked so broken right now. His eyes were all red due to crying but he still was trying hard not to cry.

'Yeah he is my father.' Nora said while cleaning off her tears whereas he looked away.

'I never knew you was married.' Mr Ra'is whispered asked and they snapped their head towards him

'Because I thought we don't share a relation to share things between us.' Sher answered and Mr Ra'is looked at him while eyes were turning red due controlling himself not to cry. Sher looked at him then turned away

'Why? Why her out of all women? You have thousands women in your life but at least have left only women in my life.' Sher said broken and Mr Ra'is looked towards his son.

'....How I am going to live now? How I am going to love her without thinking about you? How I will forget this disgusting feeling?' Sher added still broken and tears started coming out from Mr Ra'is' eyes and Nora was standing listening to them while crying. She wanted to go from here...from this place...from this room.... but she could not gain courage.

'I never had my father but today I actually felt I lost my father. I am all alone in this world.' Sher said broken and Nora felt her heart broken into million pieces. Did she snatch away the only relation he had from him today?' Nora thought when Mr Ra'is moved and sat down in front of him. He kneel down in front of him while Sher shocked looked at him. He wanted to move and stopped him but he could not do it. Nora stood still while looking at them. 'Who punishment of this? Is it was Mr Ra'is punishment for committing Zina again and again? Or is it was Nora punishment for forcing him to marry her, and hurting her family....her mother? Only if she had not forced him. Only if she had not made him marry her on a gun point? Nora thought regretfully then looked towards him. 'But what was Sher's fault in whole thing. Why he was suffering the most? He was the one who lost most today but why? He don't deserve any punishment?' Nora thought while looking at him and tears were flowing from her eyes. Sher looked at his father but then without a word tuned over and walked out . Maybe because that was not his punishment but a test. And Allah only test those the harder who he think he loves the most. He don't choose everyone for test but whoever he chooses is closest to him. Nora thought then also turned over and walked out while crying. She walked out in the corridor where hospital was working normal. Nobody knew what happen in that room and it always was gone stayed in that room. It was normal for everyone but three people life totally changes today. This was yet another storm and they had no idea when it will calm down. 

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Sher entered inside the graveyard. He slowly took firm steps while walking. After some walk he stopped on his destination and looked at a grave in front of him. Then he looked up and read a name on a grave. 'Mrs Asmira Ra'is-' He read the name of his mother then moved and put flowers on her grave. Then he stood back up and opened his hands to do Dua. He closed his eyes and started doing pray. He finished off his Dua and opened back his eyes. He stared at the grave while standing still on his place then again tears starting coming out from his eyes. He fell down while kneel down on a ground then put his hand over his face and started crying like a child.

'Mum....where are you? Why you went away leaving  me all alone in this world?' Sher said while crying

'I am so lonely now. I am lonely....what should I do....I can't tolerate  that pain anymore....please come back....please come back...I really need you.' Sher said while crying telling his pain to his mother.

'Mum...I need you. Where are you?' Sher said like a broken glass

'Mum....Mum.....Mum.....' Sher said repeated like a child calling his mother but no one here. He sat still crying then he composed himself and sat down on a ground. He cleaned off his eyes then opened up the small Quran he got it  and started reading. Mr Ra'is who also had came here was looking at him standing far way.

'Please forgiven me Asmira for causing our son pain again....more pain....please forgive me.' Mr Ra'is said with a teary eyes then turned over and walked away leaving him alone behind with his tears, sadness, and pain. P

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