the girl who believe in true love

it was a beautiful morning bird were singing the rain water was dripping from the tree to my window and as I watching it from my bed lying on my silk bed sheets I didn't even thought that this can be my last time feeling so safe so comfortable so happy that in the future I'll be dying to have this back this peace. as I was lost on my thoughts suddenly some one start to shaking me and as I look up it was my mother my beautiful mother who love and treat me like I'm a princess.lily lily wake up honey you be late for your first day at school as I hear my mother said I got up fast it was my first day at school I want to go to Early meet my friends from the kindergarten and meet new people too so I rushed to toilet i wash my face took a shower and starting to get ready but let me introduce myself first I'm lily 5 Year old I have a beautiful house a beautiful mom I have so many friends but I'm a little shy so my friends always helps me when I need them I have a Best friend too we are neighbours. jen her name is Jenny but I call her Jen we start kindergarten together now we starting school together too we always stick to each other oh forgot to tell you I don't have a father mom said dad dead when I wasn't bron I never see my dad but mom said dad really love me when they know they were having a girl he was so happy that he started to cry in the hospital. I always feel that he's watching me over the above. oh shoot I loss so much time Jen will be angry ok I'm ready as I watch myself on the mirror last time and goes to kitchen for the breakfast mom already made my breakfast now she's making me lunch and as we were talking about the school and I was telling her I'm excited and scared at the same time I hear Jen shouting lily come I'm leaving you behind I shout I'm coming and give my mom kiss took my lunch and rush to the door. I saw Jen she was standing in front of her house a big house I look at her she's confident looking forward to new school unlike me who scared easily Jen is brave and cool everyone wants to be her friend but since I'm her best friend I got proud it.when Jen saw me she pull my hand and said come on we be late we start to running as both of our mothers coming out of the house and said good luck we smile and said bye. thanks to Jen we made it on time when we enter the classroom a group of kids run to Jen as they were happy that she's with them I got hit by one of the kid as pushed back on a desk when Jen saw she rush to me and give me her hand I take her hand and get up she glared at them but thankfully teacher come in so everyone go on seat's me and Jen was site by site . the time run so fast it was already afternoon and we were on lunch break and as I was talking to Jen a teacher come to me and said I have to go to principal room I look at Jen we both don't know what she means but I stand up and go With her Jen wants to go to but the break was over and she has to go to class room that was the last time I saw Jen. in principal office I saw a men in his middle aged who was so serious that it makes me a little scared I ignore the men and asked principal why you call me she look at me and said lily he is your father. and he wants you to go With him somewhere.i was shock at her words and looking at the men who wasn't happy to see me he told me my mom want to see me I don't know what to say and go with him we were sit on a car as car was going I look at him and thinking that didn't mother said he love me but the one sitting with me don't look happy or the worst he's seem upset about something.i was thinking so deeply that I didn't notice the car is stop in front of a hospital.he open the door and get out as the driver open the door for me I look up and saw my mom aunt who was old and leaving in country side was there too when she saw me she rush to me and hug me tightly. she was crying so much I don't know what happened or why was she crying why this man who claims to be my father here and why we are in the hospital. I look at him and he was looking at me tell me come inside and as he go in I follow him too he stop in front of a room and open the door when I look I saw my mother in the room and there were doctor check on her I rushed to her but a nurse grab me and said don't get close I was crying and I hear my mother voice she told the nurse to let me go and as she did I hug her she was bleeding there was a bandage on her head she say baby I'm so sorry I have to leave I know you have a lot of questions but I can't answer you just remember that I love you I want you to go to your dad when I died and stay with him he will take good care of you ok as she was saying I was stoping her again and again that I want to be with her and I don't want her to leave. I cry so much and the doctor told us to leave the room cause mom started bleeding again I was sitting outside of her room the man was on the phone with someone with front of vending machine I hear him shouting at someone but I don't care I just was thinking about my mother and I fall sleep like that when I opened my eyes I was in car with him and he told me my mother is dead and we are going to his house.