Hate for a dominant man

“I spent my whole childhood looking up to men like my father, powerful, dominate” I said to my best friend Yolanda as i poured the potions in a bottle. “Ok so why aren’t u with your father right now then if u look up to him so much” Yolanda asked suspiciously. I held up the potion to see it in the light and said “ I said I looked up to him I don’t anymore “ I said slamming the potion on the table in ma rage. “ okayyyy you need to calm down” said my best friend since high school who took my hands and sat me down and said “ what happened with your father ?” As she rubbed my arm for reassurance. “ a lot” I said quietly. My nosy best friend scooted even closer to me on this already small bench “ start from the beginning “ Yolanda said excitedly and amused . I laughed softly thinking about what I really wanted her to know before dropping my whole life story on her then despite my soul telling me not to I couldn’t resist telling my best friend what had happened to me all those years ago “ alright this is where it all started” my best friend scooted closer and I think if she scooted another damn inch I’d be on the floor amber heard style. I sighed and said “ I was just a little witchling back then, happy at the world mad at nothing” I smiled softly remembering the good time before I had to get to the bad I sucked in a break looked at my best friend and continued “I had everything I could have ever wanted a loving dad, a strong mom, a annoying perfect big brother, I had it all” I felt tears threaten to leave my eyes as I said “ until I didn’t “ Yolanda wrapped her arms around me encouraging me to continue not for her but for me to finally get it off my chest so I did. And I said “ I meet a group they were like my best friends at the time and I- “ I hesitated knowing what was the outcome of telling my story but I sucked it up and said “ and I looked up to them they weren’t that much older than me at the time and I use to love hanging with boys like I was one of em “ I sniffled “ until one day they were drunk and i told them THEY WEREN’T SUPPOSED TO DRINK” I said suddenly feeling the anger rise in me again as I get to the goods of it all. “ what happened mena..” said Yolanda as she rubbed my arm waiting for me to calm down . I said “ they were drunk and they were 14” I looked at my best friend as my voice broke “ I was 11” I wiped my eyes as I saw the realization come to hers . Damn why am I so good at hurting people? I continued through all my tears “they told me to stop being a party pooper and they started whispering about a game they wanted to play “ I watched as my best friends eyes began to water so I finished before we both started balling our eyes out and she didn’t hear the rest of the story “ I didn’t wanna play and they didn’t like that “ I shrugged and said “ so I tried to run away to my parents but they grabbed me and held me down” my best friend cried beside me but continued listening to what I had to say. So i continued for her sake “ they said the fun was just getting started and they held me down and took turns violating my body and my spirit” I cried as my best friend pulled me closer to cry with me. I moved my head and finished the story “ they left me for dead , I should’ve been dead “ I smiled “ but I wasn’t going out that easy I knew I couldn’t go back home they probably had already declared me missing so I hid in the bushes by my house and watched my dad take hush money from those dickheads family” my best friend said “ maybe he burnt the check “ I laughed in her face “ my mom had a shopping addiction we were as close to broke as anything and besides “ I said getting up to check on the potion. “I was and am their future heiress I was their best shot at staying rich” I shrugged mixing the potion “ soooo your going after the guys who did this to u ?” Said my naive sweet best friend “ yes I am “ I said bluntly not really giving a damn was my forte nowadays “ I’m coming too then “ said Yolanda . I froze and turned to her “ it’s gone be bloody and dark and twisted “ I warned her “eh which means it’s also gone be bloody fun “ she said as I looked at her and said “ that was not funny “ she walked up behind me hugging me asking in my ear “ is there any family member off limits ?” I pondered that question they were all guilty in some way or another in the end . After pondering though I said “ ma brothers my first target parents second none get spared “ I said coldly taking the potion to the back as a costumer entered and Yolanda served them. I couldn’t stop thinking about her question “ is there any family members off limits “ they all did me wrong so why am I worried about them right? Ugh f**k feelings I wanna be a heartless bastard to do what I needed to. The next day; It’s time for revenge I thought to myself as I slipped into my Kim impossible suit and put some black gloves on with a 7.26 and a silencer on my hip . Warlocks are stronger than ppl think so the potion I was working on should change that . All the warlocks meet up at a spot in town to show off and act tough I knew they wouldn’t be there their on the low after I killed my first prey “ Damien joggers” dumb ass name huh welp don’t matter now the fuckers dead. I knew where they all stayed I’ve been planning this for years but I had a plan that I was gone stick to. I had a list in a certain order First ; dam (check) Then; Bryson After him ; Nigel After that fucker; Chadwick Then last but not least ; my brother I had a list and the perfect Order there’s a reason I’m saving the best for last but that’s for later. I creeped into Brysons gated area quietly silencing all the bodyguards I assumed he had for me not knowing it was for me. I smiled softly the best part about this part is Nb knows I’m alive and the shock on their face right before I kill them oh it’s priceless the best revenge ever. I got into the house and it was pitch quiet, hmm maybe he is at the bar I thought just as I was heading out I was tackled to the floor following a fierce yell . I already knew who it was I didn’t have to see I just had to react fast so