Chapter 1: NIGHTMARE
ALLISON'S POV
"Oh God!" The words tore from my throat, raw
and desperate, as I sank into the chair beside
my mother's bed.
The room felt suffocating, the silence pressing
against my chest, broken only by the rhythmic
beep of the machines. Each beep, each
passing second, felt like a countdown.
I wiped my face, but my hands shook too
violently. Tears fell faster than I could catch
them. My body seemed to betray me, spilling
emotions I hadn't allowed myself to feel. I
couldn't even remember the last time I'd let
myself cry, but now... the tears have come without
warning, without permission.
"Mom," I whispered, my voice barely above a whisper. "What do I do now?"
Her face was so pale, so still. The beeping
mocked me“–” each second a reminder of how
little time we had. The doctors had warned me
about the surgery: too risky, too expensive.
Even if I found the money, I knew that they had all given up on her. But I believed in her, I wasn't ready to lose her.
I glanced at the empty chair across from me.
My brother, the one who should've been here,
nowhere in sight. Too busy with his life,
probably. And my stepfather... I hadn't seen him
sober enough to care in years. I was alone in this.
A buzz from my pocket jolted me. I pulled the
phone out, expecting it to be some irrelevant
distraction, but it was Mrs. Jenkins-the woman
who ran the shop near mine. Her voice
quivered on the other end.
"Ally, something's happened."
I stood up, my knees feeling too weak to hold
me. "What? What happened?" I choked out,
Every word is heavy with panic.
"They... They broke into your store.
Everything's gone, Ally. Your groceries. The
money. Everything."
My breath caught. I couldn't take it in. Not now.
Not with everything else hanging by a thread.
"No... no, you're joking, right? Please tell me
you're joking…" My voice cracked, desperation
seeping through every syllable. "Who would do
something like that?"
"I'm... I'm so sorry…"
The floor seemed to disappear beneath me. My
knees buckled and gave way, and I crashed
back into the chair, clutching my mother's cold
hand like it might stop the world from falling
apart.
"No... How could that happen? No,"I whispered,
shaking my head. "It can't be."
But it was. The words were sharp and final,
reality crashing in with all the force of a freight
train. My store. The one thing I had left. Gone.
Stolen.
"I'm so sorry, Ally," Mrs. Jenkins' voice cut
through the fog in my brain."I don't know what
to say. It's all gone."
I closed my eyes, trying to know if the pain would go away, but it didn't.
How could I keep going? How could I keep
fighting when everything I had worked for,
everything I had left, was just... gone?
The phone slipped from my fingers, landing
with a dull thud on the floor. I didn't pick it up.
My hand trembled, hovering just above my lap,
unsure where to go, and what to do.
The air in the room seemed thick, pressing
down on me, suffocating me with the weight of
the world.
My chest ached, and each breath felt like I was
inhaling shards of glass. My stomach twisted,
sharp and unrelenting, as if something inside
I had been torn apart and was now slowly
unraveling.
I tried to steady myself, but the tears came
anyway, hot and burning, blurring my vision
until everything was nothing but a gray haze.
"Hello...hello? Her voice rang out from my
phone on the floor, "Are you there?"
I quickly picked it up, tears dropping from my
eyes and blurring my vision, "Y-yes... I'll be there
as soon as I can," I rasped, barely hearing my
own voice. I hung up, my fingers numb as I
shoved the phone back into my pocket.
Everything in me screamed to stay with my
mother, but I couldn't. I can't sit here,
helpless. I had to do something.
I didn't know how I made it out of the hospital.
My legs felt like lead, my thoughts spinning in a
chaotic blur. Each step seemed heavier than
the last like the weight of the world had settled
on my shoulders.
The hospital lights buzzed above, distant and
cold, the silence wrapping around me,
suffocating.
I reached the street, and then somehow made my
way to my store. But when I saw it, everything stopped.
The metal shutters -those that I'd locked every
night were bent and twisted, hanging off their
tracks. The door stood wide open. Inside, the
shelves were bare, the counters stripped clean.
The emptiness echoed in my chest.
My store. The last piece of anything I'd ever
had.
I staggered inside, my legs giving way beneath
me as I collapsed to the floor. My breath came
in ragged gasps, tears blurring my vision. The
emptiness around me felt like a suffocating fog,
thicker than the hospital room, thicker than my
mother's fading presence.
This was my collapse.
I sat there, staring at the hollow walls, my
hands trembling. The place that once felt like
home now felt like a cruel joke. I tried to make
sense of it, to convince myself it wasn't real.
But it was.
A soft ringing, distant but insistent, broke
through the fog.
My phone.
I fumbled for it, too numb to feel the cold metal
in my hand. I answered without looking at the
Screen.
"Hello?"I croaked, wiping my face with the
back of my hand, trying to ignore the wetness
on my skin.
"Miss Alison?" A crisp, businesslike voice on
the other end. "This is the loan company. We've
been trying to reach you. You need to come to
our office. Immediately."
My heart gave a mad jump in my chest. The loan company. The money my father owed.
The money I had no way of paying.
"What... What do you want from me?" My voice
barely more than a whisper. "What's this
about?"
"You need to come quickly. I'm afraid there's
bad news.