EXILE (PT.1) THE KIRIN
Twilight did not fall over the fae realm. It pressed into it, heavy and suffocating, as though something vast and formless had settled across the sky and simply refused to lift.
The forest beneath mirrored its misery. Trees stood tall yet empty, their once-living bark dulled to the color of cold ash, their branches twisted outward like desperate, skeletal hands too weak to grasp salvation. Decades ago, these woods had pulsed with a vibrant luminescence, the canopy glowing in brilliant gradients of emerald and amethyst. Now, leaves that had once shimmered with quiet magic hung matte black, slick with a relentless, oily rain that gathered at their withered edges before slipping free in slow, measured drops.
Drip.
Drip.
Drip.
The sound echoed too loudly, vibrating through the hollow woods as if the forest had lost everything else worth hearing.
Azaliyah moved through the gloom without urgency. It wasn’t because she was blind to the rot consuming her world, but because she had grown utterly numb to it. Her flats sank into damp, gray soil that no longer smelled of loam and life; it smelled of stagnation, a slow-motion burial. The air clung to her bare skin, thick, wrong, and overly warm, like breathing a breath exhaled too many times by dying lungs.
She scarcely looked around as she walked. There was nothing new to witness. Every thorn, every dying root, and every darkened stone wore the same expression, silently waiting to die. Her translucent, iridescent violet wings usually a proud marker of high fae heritage—hung low behind her back, their vibrant hue the only drop of color left in a monochromatic graveyard.
Everything in this wretched forest was fading. Everything except one thing.
The portal.
It stood exactly where it always had, deeply embedded between two massive, ancient trees that had long since forgotten how to grow. Their trunks were warped around the threshold, forming a jagged, natural frame. The portal’s surface shimmered faintly, a swirling vortex of translucent energy, though even that light had weakened over the last few months. It flickered erratically, casting dim, pale shadows against the ash-colored bark, as if the magic keeping it anchored was struggling just to breathe.
Still, it worked. It was a doorway out of a dying world.
Azaliyah stopped a few paces before it, folding her arms loosely across her chest as she stared into its shifting, glassy surface. She didn't dare step too close—the ambient pull of a portal was always unpredictable—but she let her violet eyes track the images bleeding through from the other side.
Earth.
Even in the low-resolution shimmer of a failing magic gateway, the realm on the other side practically blinded her. Color. Movement. Life.
Through the haze of the vortex, she watched a bustling city street illuminated by artificial, neon lights. People drifted through crowded walkways, laughing, talking, holding warm drinks, existing entirely in the moment. They moved with a casual grace that made Azaliyah’s chest ache. They walked without ever wondering if the ground beneath their feet might suddenly split open and swallow them whole. They didn't have to look up at the clouds to see if the sky was actively unraveling.
The sky on Earth was not heavy. It did not loom like an angry, living entity, watching from above, waiting to punish those beneath it.
Azaliyah’s jaw tightened, the sharp line of her face hardening.
Must be nice.
She tilted her head, her gaze locking onto a single person in the crowd. It was a girl, likely not much older than herself, strolling down the sidewalk with a oversized jacket and small white headphones nestled in her ears. The girl was completely lost in a private, untouchable world, utterly unaware of how quickly silence could devour everything if the balance broke.
“No collapsing realms,” Azaliyah muttered beneath her breath, her voice a low, raspy melody in the quiet woods. “No cursed magic trying to rip your soul out from the inside.”
A heavy beat passed. The oily rain continued to patter against her shoulders, catching the faint violet glow of her wings.
“Yeah,” she murmured dryly, her lips curling into a bitter, self-deprecating line. “Sounds absolutely terrible.”
Her eyes lingered on the portal for too long, drinking in the vibrant reds, blues, and yellows of a world she had only ever observed from the dark. A dangerous, intoxicating thought began to bloom in the back of her mind, spreading like wildfire through her veins.
What if I just… step through?
Her weight shifted slightly forward. Her boots creaked against the damp earth. Barely an inch of movement, really. Just a subtle lean toward the swirling glass. But it was just enough to matter. Just enough to change the trajectory of her entire existence.
No one would even stop me, she realized.
The thought landed differently than the others, heavier and more crushing than the suffocating sky itself. It brought with it a hollow, stinging truth that she usually kept locked away behind walls of sarcasm and indifference.
If she crossed over to Earth right now, abandoned her post, and left the dying Fae realm behind… would anyone in the village even notice? Or would they just whisper that the "problem child" had finally taken her cursed power and vanished into the ether?
The question never found an answer.
Something screamed.
The sound tore through the quiet forest like a rusted blade, sharp, raw, and agonizingly loud. It wasn’t clean or instinctual like the cry of a wild animal, nor was it structured and resonant like the backlash of structured fae magic. It was something deeply wounded. Something in pure, unadulterated pain.
More than that, it sounded like something that was trying to hold on to life with failing fingers.
Azaliyah froze instantly, her wings flaring slightly in a knee-jerk defensive reflex.
Behind her, the portal flickered violently, a low hum vibrating from the vortex as if urging her to make a choice. It was still open. It was still waiting. Safety, color, and peace were a single stride away.
Not my problem, she told herself, her jaw clenching so hard her teeth ached. I owe this place nothing. I owe those people nothing.
Another cry rang out, louder this time. Closer. The agony in the voice was splitting, fracturing through the trees, vibrating right into the soles of her flats.
Azaliyah shut her eyes for a brief, agonizing moment, the darkness behind her eyelids painting pictures of her parents. They had been protectors. Legends. Heroes whose names were spoken with reverence until the day the magic began to rot, and the blame shifted down to their only daughter. They would have run toward the scream without a second thought.
“Of course,” she muttered, dragging a hand down her face, her long nails scratching against her skin. “The one time I actually consider leaving this godforsaken place…”
The sound cut her off again, worse now. Fractured. Breaking. Whoever—or whatever—was making that noise was running out of time.
She sucked her teeth, a wave of familiar annoyance flashing across her features, followed closely by a deep, simmering frustration. She hated that she cared. She hated that her instincts wouldn't let her just walk through the glass. But she already knew what she was going to do.
“Yeah, okay. Fine,” she snapped at the empty woods.
Then she turned her back on Earth, and she ran.
The forest did not welcome her speed. Low-hanging, brittle branches snapped violently against her shoulders as she tore through the underbrush. The ground shifted unevenly underfoot, the gray mud slick and treacherous, as if the earth itself could not decide whether to carry her forward or open up and swallow her whole.
The deeper she sprinted into the thicket, the worse the air felt. It grew intensely cold, then rapidly hot, thick with a metallic tang that coated the back of her throat. It felt as though something unnatural, something fundamentally alien to this realm, had passed through and poisoned the atmosphere in its wake.
Her chest tightened painfully. It wasn’t fear—she had forgotten how to feel fear a long time ago. It was pure predator instinct. Something was profoundly, dangerously wrong.
Then, she broke through a dense wall of black briars into a small, ruined clearing.
And stopped dead in her tracks.
Whatever she had expected to find in the depths of the blighted woods—a rogue beast, a dying villager, a collapsed magical anomaly—it was absolutely not this.
He lay twisted against the shattered roots of an old willow tree, looking like an object that had been violently thrown from the sky. Not placed. Not resting. Discarded like trash.
At first glance, his anatomy made no coherent sense, and Azaliyah’s eyes moved slowly over him, her mind struggling to piece together the visual puzzle. His upper body was distinctly human, male, and powerfully built with broad shoulders and a sculpted chest. But he was straining, every muscle flexing tightly beneath skin that was split open in jagged, weeping lines. And where the skin tore, something else existed underneath.
Scales.
They weren't fully formed, nor were they fully hidden. They pressed out through his flesh like an unfinished coat of armor, catching what little pale light filtered through the canopy and casting it back in fractured, dangerous glints. They looked like liquid obsidian, dark and foreign.
His lower half, however, was something else entirely.
A Kirin.
But it wasn't whole. It wasn't right. His lower body possessed the majestic, powerful legs of the mythical beast, but they were failing him now. The beautiful, silvered fur was heavily darkened, matted with thick, pooling blood. Cloven hooves clawed weakly, desperately at the gray earth, tearing up chunks of dead dirt as if he were trying to anchor his massive weight to a world that could no longer hold him. A thick, dark mane, which had likely once been something magnificent and ethereal, now hung tangled and damp, streaked with mud and rain. Thick, sweeping antlers spiraled out from his dark hair, looking ancient and heavy.
He looked like a creature born of myth, primordial and unbroken—and yet, he was entirely shattered. At the exact same time.
Azaliyah’s stomach twisted into a hard knot. She took a involuntary half-step back, her hand moving instinctively toward the hilt of the daggers strapped to her thighs.
“What the hell are you?” she breathed, the words escaping before she could filter them.
Slowly, his eyes opened. They were sharp, intensely bright, and alert despite the catastrophic damage to his body. The moment his gaze unlocked, it swiveled and clamped onto hers with an unnerving intensity. There was no feral panic in his eyes. There was intelligence there. Too much of it.
“You going to help,” he rasped, his voice rough, ragged, and deeply pitched, edged with something dangerously close to amusement, “or just stand there judging the scenery?”
She blinked once, caught off guard by the sheer audacity of a dying creature speaking to her with that tone. She tilted her head slightly, her violet wings flaring behind her in an aggressive posture.
“Not with that attitude, antler head.”
A tense, heavy pause followed her words. Then, despite the blood pooling around his hooves, the horrific lacerations along his torso, and the fact that he looked like consciousness should have abandoned him hours ago, the corner of his mouth nearly lifted.
“Figures,” he grunted, his head thudding back against the willow tree.
Azaliyah gritted her teeth. She stepped closer, her boots crunching on dead leaves, and crouched beside him slowly. Her movements weren't soft, and they certainly weren't gentle. They were careful. Calculated.
She held her hands hovered just above his torn side, close enough to feel the radiating heat of his blood, but not touching him. Not yet. Because she did not trust herself. That was the eternal, suffocating problem.
But her magic, as always, refused to wait for her permission.
Before she could even channel her intent, a volatile light flickered across her palms. It wasn't a soothing, healing glow. It was a sharp, erratic violet, matching the hue of her wings but jagged, sparking like a dying wire. Unsteady. Uninvited.
“I swear,” she muttered under her breath, staring at her own glowing hands, speaking more to herself than to him, “if I didn’t know what I was doing, you’d already be dead.”
The stranger let out a weak, wet breath that sounded like a dark laugh. “That supposed to make me feel better, princess?” he said dryly.
She did not give him the satisfaction of an answer. Instead, she held his gaze a second longer than necessary. It wasn’t an act of kindness; it was a cold, hard assessment. She was looking for a sign of weakness, a sign of deceit, but all she found was a strange, unyielding wall of pride.
“You always talk like that,” she said flatly, her eyes narrowing, “or is this just your charming near-death personality?”
The corner of his mouth twitched again, a spark of pure defiance in his dark eyes. “Depends. You always hesitate this much before helping someone, or is this a special occasion just for me?”
Her violet eyes narrowed into dangerous slits. The magic at her fingertips flared a slightly darker, angrier shade of purple.
“Careful,” she said, her voice dropping an octave, carrying a weight that usually made the village merchants back away. “I could still turn around and leave you here to rot.”
“Mm,” he breathed, his chest heaving as he shifted slightly, a sharp grimace ripping through his features as the pain caught up to him. His dark eyes never left hers.
“You won’t.”
That irritated her more than it should have. It irritated her because he was right.
“Confident for someone bleeding out in a dead ditch.”
“Observant for someone stalling while I bleed.”
She exhaled sharply through her nose, a blade of irritated sound in the heavy silence of the forest. She couldn't let him die, not when her parents' legacy demanded she be better than the monsters tearing the realm apart.
“Alright,” she muttered, her fingers flexing as she steeled her nerves. “Say less.”
This time, she did not hesitate. She cast aside her doubts and pressed her bare hand fully against his blood-soaked side.
And the magic surged.
The moment her skin met his, the violet light exploded from her palm. It wasn't a soft, comforting warmth, and it didn't flow smoothly like water. It was sharp, violent, and jagged—resembling arcs of violet lightning that drove themselves forward into his flesh. It was forced. Unrefined. A raw manifestation of power that didn't know how to be gentle.
Camron tensed instantly. Every powerful muscle in his upper body locked into hard stone. His fingers dug into the gray mud, and his cloven hooves thrashed once against the earth, a strangled sound catching in his throat.
“Yeah,” he hissed through a clenched jaw, veins bulging along his neck as he fought the agony of her healing touch, “you definitely… don’t know what you’re doing.”
“Then stop fighting it,” she snapped back, sweat suddenly beading on her own forehead as she fought to keep her hands steady. The raw power was pushing back against her, vibrating up her arms. “Stop reacting like that, and maybe my magic won’t fight back!”
“It’s not fighting back,” he gritted out, his vision swimming as the violet lightning arced across his chest, illuminating the obsidian scales beneath his skin. “It’s reacting… to you. You’re terrified of it.”
She paused. Just for a fraction of a second.
The revelation hit her like a physical blow. The violet light faltered, dimming down to a low, unstable throb.
Then, fueled by her sudden spike of defensive anger, it flared harder. Hotter. Wildly unstable. The violet arcs began to spread, jumping from his torso to the surrounding grass, igniting the dead leaves into tiny, crackling purple sparks.
“Don’t,” she warned under her breath, her voice trembling. She wasn't commanding him; she was begging her own power. She was speaking to the magic that refused to listen, the legacy that felt more like a curse every single day.
The glow shifted violently, the violet deepening into a bruised, volatile shade, twisting and sparking as though it were trying to break free of her hands entirely and consume them both.
Suddenly, Camron’s hand shot up.
Through the blinding glare of the violet arcs, his fingers clamped around her wrist. He didn't squeeze hard enough to break the bone, but his grip was firm, unyielding, and absolute.
“Hey,” he said. His voice was quieter now, the sarcasm entirely drained away, replaced by something much sharper, steadier, and grounded.
Azaliyah looked up, her breathing ragged, to find his dark eyes locked onto hers through the storm of purple sparks.
“Either you control it…” he commanded softly, his chest heaving against her palm, “…or you stop.”
Her eyes snapped to his, flashing with a volatile mix of pride and fear. “I am controlling it.”
“No,” he said, his voice a calm anchor in the middle of her chaos. “You’re forcing it.”